5 years later
I really need this right now, its close to being 2012 and reading back on these entries its crazy how much nothing has changed. I'm still this passionate gal who really believes in love being everything.
Since my first relationship I haven't been able to keep one and I just cant see why. Obviously I'm doing something wrong...
I'm really proud of the fact that I finally finished school and it was well worth it because when the alarm clock goes off I actually smile knowing I'm doing something great everyday. The salary isn't half bad either, but its all the awesome vacation time that really matters to me. So that when I'm ready to be a mommy I'll actually be able to spend time with my family.
F.a.m.i.l.y- five years later and i cant believe we haven't been able to get past our differences.
That's probably why I settle down so fast. Hoping I get closer to starting one of my own and finally getting to know what having a stable home is all about.
At this moment, I'm surrounded by memories. Sitting in this apartment we call our home it makes no sense why I keep coming to sleep here by myself if these walls torture me.
My heart aches and my minds numb. I wish I was stronger and a bit colder so I could just shut off all my feelings. But I'm not built that way.
Please let me see this through...
Since my first relationship I haven't been able to keep one and I just cant see why. Obviously I'm doing something wrong...
I'm really proud of the fact that I finally finished school and it was well worth it because when the alarm clock goes off I actually smile knowing I'm doing something great everyday. The salary isn't half bad either, but its all the awesome vacation time that really matters to me. So that when I'm ready to be a mommy I'll actually be able to spend time with my family.
F.a.m.i.l.y- five years later and i cant believe we haven't been able to get past our differences.
That's probably why I settle down so fast. Hoping I get closer to starting one of my own and finally getting to know what having a stable home is all about.
At this moment, I'm surrounded by memories. Sitting in this apartment we call our home it makes no sense why I keep coming to sleep here by myself if these walls torture me.
My heart aches and my minds numb. I wish I was stronger and a bit colder so I could just shut off all my feelings. But I'm not built that way.
Please let me see this through...