everything you wish for is gone

[holamissc]

its amazing to look back at my entries
and realize first how fucking long it took me
to write yet another entry
but besides that, how i finally got that apartment
i kicked and screamed for
i finally had everything i wanted
but didnt see it, and it all fell through
guess people are right when they say we're too young
we were forced to grow up pretty quickly and everything
seemed to die along the way
love just lost itself and now im back at my parents
trying to make sense of all this
whatever i ask for from now on i'll think twice