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okay so I know I haven't actually posted a real update in a while... but I need to vent and I can't do it in any other way but this one... soooo... I figured maybe I might calm down and not freak out on anybody if I just get this all out...
a) I know all about what you guys think of me and my decisions... and to tell you the truth.. I don't care.. and I don't really let it get to me anymore... because I can't please everybody and I am aware that this is probably a bad idea.. but guess what... doesn't matter.. because I'm happy with him right now.. yea.. he'll probably do something stupid to make me upset.... but it's just the way we are.. fucking deal with it and get over it.. because it's gettin old real fast.
b) Have you ever thought maybe I don't hang out with you guys so much anymore because I'm annoyed at all the things said when I'm not around... I've come to the conclusion that I have taken a lot of things for granted and I fucked up a lot of things.. but now that I think about it... it wasn't just me.. other people had a hand in fucking up too.. and I'm so sick of feeling guilty for wanting to sleep instead of hanging out.. and I'm sick of certain people 'shunning' me for it.. and I use the word shunning because I can't exactly think of the right word for it... but either way... that's a little ridiculous too.
c) Steve and Lindsey are awesome and I love them dearly. Thanks for the fun times at the Tigers game guys!!!!!
d) I can't go to fourth of july at trevors.. i have to work almost everyday this week.. and I need the money.. but him and i already talked about it so it's cool i guess... but I miss him and kari like crazy.
e) If you have something to say to me about anything I just said.. or if you just have something to say about me in general... fucking grow up and say it to my face..
That is all.
a) I know all about what you guys think of me and my decisions... and to tell you the truth.. I don't care.. and I don't really let it get to me anymore... because I can't please everybody and I am aware that this is probably a bad idea.. but guess what... doesn't matter.. because I'm happy with him right now.. yea.. he'll probably do something stupid to make me upset.... but it's just the way we are.. fucking deal with it and get over it.. because it's gettin old real fast.
b) Have you ever thought maybe I don't hang out with you guys so much anymore because I'm annoyed at all the things said when I'm not around... I've come to the conclusion that I have taken a lot of things for granted and I fucked up a lot of things.. but now that I think about it... it wasn't just me.. other people had a hand in fucking up too.. and I'm so sick of feeling guilty for wanting to sleep instead of hanging out.. and I'm sick of certain people 'shunning' me for it.. and I use the word shunning because I can't exactly think of the right word for it... but either way... that's a little ridiculous too.
c) Steve and Lindsey are awesome and I love them dearly. Thanks for the fun times at the Tigers game guys!!!!!
d) I can't go to fourth of july at trevors.. i have to work almost everyday this week.. and I need the money.. but him and i already talked about it so it's cool i guess... but I miss him and kari like crazy.
e) If you have something to say to me about anything I just said.. or if you just have something to say about me in general... fucking grow up and say it to my face..
That is all.