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Oh my goodness...
I'm so not cut out for this college crap. I don't even know why I'm here anymore. All my first exams are C's. I skip class, frequently. Cause I'm an idiot and I think I coast through college like I did college and still make it to Grad School. Uh, No. Not really. As of now, my GPA is a 2.16! And I had to look that up. Aw, man. If I get Bs or higher in all my classes this semester, which is feasible! I just have to study HardXcore for the rest of it. And I will! Then re-take 2 classes I effed up last semester then my GPA will be higher. I could even transfer to MSU or GVSU! But first things first. I gotta make up my 2 exams I missed. *sigh* I'm gonna have to beg crazy. Oh man... Anyways. I'm working on it. As of right now I fail miserably. I need to get my shit together.
But yeah... *sigh*
Aside from college kicking my ass... I made friends =)
Oh! I made a friend all by myself for the first time! I said Hi first, I made conversation and now we're really close. I'm proud of myself. In that sense anyways.
Not so proud of myself:
I started drinking and partying. I seriously thought I would be the person who never did that. But I'm not gonna bash myself for it. Idk... It helps me unwind and forget things for a while. Sounds like the start of alcoholism. But I've only done it a handful of times. Not every weekend like most.
Oh and I'm definitely doing summer school. Best if I do it as CMU so my GPA gets a boost. Apparently, if you do it a different school your grades don't count towards your GPA. LAME.
Did I mention I have major insomnia!? Yeah, I didn't sleep last night. I could not. I don't even know. That's why I've been missing class so much, I try to sleep and I can't. So I lay there, close my eyes and keep trying. Hours later I pass out from exhaustion. And I don't wake up till AFTER classes are done with.
Anywho, Back to the books. I have some major catching up to do... *kicks self awake*
I'm so not cut out for this college crap. I don't even know why I'm here anymore. All my first exams are C's. I skip class, frequently. Cause I'm an idiot and I think I coast through college like I did college and still make it to Grad School. Uh, No. Not really. As of now, my GPA is a 2.16! And I had to look that up. Aw, man. If I get Bs or higher in all my classes this semester, which is feasible! I just have to study HardXcore for the rest of it. And I will! Then re-take 2 classes I effed up last semester then my GPA will be higher. I could even transfer to MSU or GVSU! But first things first. I gotta make up my 2 exams I missed. *sigh* I'm gonna have to beg crazy. Oh man... Anyways. I'm working on it. As of right now I fail miserably. I need to get my shit together.
But yeah... *sigh*
Aside from college kicking my ass... I made friends =)
Oh! I made a friend all by myself for the first time! I said Hi first, I made conversation and now we're really close. I'm proud of myself. In that sense anyways.
Not so proud of myself:
I started drinking and partying. I seriously thought I would be the person who never did that. But I'm not gonna bash myself for it. Idk... It helps me unwind and forget things for a while. Sounds like the start of alcoholism. But I've only done it a handful of times. Not every weekend like most.
Oh and I'm definitely doing summer school. Best if I do it as CMU so my GPA gets a boost. Apparently, if you do it a different school your grades don't count towards your GPA. LAME.
Did I mention I have major insomnia!? Yeah, I didn't sleep last night. I could not. I don't even know. That's why I've been missing class so much, I try to sleep and I can't. So I lay there, close my eyes and keep trying. Hours later I pass out from exhaustion. And I don't wake up till AFTER classes are done with.
Anywho, Back to the books. I have some major catching up to do... *kicks self awake*