feeling like its just not worth it anymore....
I'm bored by making 'little' goals.... making dinner, cleaning the house, getting the laundry done.
I seem to fail at 'medium' goals.... organizing events, parties, etc.
And I never seem to be able to get any where near my BIG goals.... owning property, building my own home/house, owning a car, moving FAR AWAY FROM PETERBOROUGH.
Today is a day, i just seeming keep bashing my head into the glass ceiling because it feels good. I see whats above and beyond, but i simply lack the ability to get there, to get through the barriers. Yes, even an inchworm will eventually travel miles, given enough time. But i don't even feel like i'm making any headway with any of my projects. dreams. desires. goals.
When support is needed, its not there. When it will just muck things up, thats when it shows up.
ugh.jlk;as tghiuoj
I seem to fail at 'medium' goals.... organizing events, parties, etc.
And I never seem to be able to get any where near my BIG goals.... owning property, building my own home/house, owning a car, moving FAR AWAY FROM PETERBOROUGH.
Today is a day, i just seeming keep bashing my head into the glass ceiling because it feels good. I see whats above and beyond, but i simply lack the ability to get there, to get through the barriers. Yes, even an inchworm will eventually travel miles, given enough time. But i don't even feel like i'm making any headway with any of my projects. dreams. desires. goals.
When support is needed, its not there. When it will just muck things up, thats when it shows up.
ugh.jlk;as tghiuoj