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feeling once again as I did before...
5 years later and I'm still stuck in the same place. physically and metaphorically.
yes, been up and downs... met one peraon who I may have had a chance with, but they're as broken as I am and I probably fucked it up without having context with what they meant. so... back to square one.
death, lottory, or a fucking miracle. . about the only way anythings gonna change.