sure sucks
You know it really sucks when you have finally come to the conclusion that a good thing is gone. I am really sad about it too. There's still hope, but its time that I moved on. And just how am I going to do that you ask.
Well, lets see. First an evening of drunkeness and lung filling of toxins. That's on today's menu. And then what? you may ask. Revenge! Total Freaking Revenge! Of course, I must enjoy my weekend too. Priorities damn it! Priorities.
Its not so much revenge as a "eat your heart out big boy!" I will get alot out of it long term as I am now totally determined to sculp my body into that of a goddess. I will have all men eating out of the palm of my hand. And if that one comes running back, I'll be here big boy. You're lucky. I like you more than the other boys.
Totally gluttony and then redemption. No more alcohol and definitely no more cigarettes. Robin Williams' character in DEAD AGAIN tells Kenneth Branaugh's character "there is no such thing as trying to quit. You either are a smoker or a non-smoker. decide which one you are and be it." I am going to be (cause this weekend is not over yet) a non-smoker. I always said that i was an ex-smoker,not a non-smoker. Well, screw that! Non-smoker status here I come!
I just decided that I will chronicle my revenge getting days. Its not really revenge, again, like i said, just an ego feeding exercise for me. I need lots of ego feeding. My favourite boy-toy is good about stuff like that, if he's still my boy toy, but I NEED MORE!!!!! I am such a freak. And i really want to leave work early! I really want a cigarette too. Damn how quickly those things reattach themselves to you. Aaaaaauuuuggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!
Well, lets see. First an evening of drunkeness and lung filling of toxins. That's on today's menu. And then what? you may ask. Revenge! Total Freaking Revenge! Of course, I must enjoy my weekend too. Priorities damn it! Priorities.
Its not so much revenge as a "eat your heart out big boy!" I will get alot out of it long term as I am now totally determined to sculp my body into that of a goddess. I will have all men eating out of the palm of my hand. And if that one comes running back, I'll be here big boy. You're lucky. I like you more than the other boys.
Totally gluttony and then redemption. No more alcohol and definitely no more cigarettes. Robin Williams' character in DEAD AGAIN tells Kenneth Branaugh's character "there is no such thing as trying to quit. You either are a smoker or a non-smoker. decide which one you are and be it." I am going to be (cause this weekend is not over yet) a non-smoker. I always said that i was an ex-smoker,not a non-smoker. Well, screw that! Non-smoker status here I come!
I just decided that I will chronicle my revenge getting days. Its not really revenge, again, like i said, just an ego feeding exercise for me. I need lots of ego feeding. My favourite boy-toy is good about stuff like that, if he's still my boy toy, but I NEED MORE!!!!! I am such a freak. And i really want to leave work early! I really want a cigarette too. Damn how quickly those things reattach themselves to you. Aaaaaauuuuggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!