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Well, I found an apartment, off-campus. I'll be sharing the place, but it's actually huge, so that's not a big deal. The woman who lives there -- yes, woman -- she's 20, goes to Uni with me, and is someone I met at the GSA we have on campus. Her girlfriend broke up with her and moved out, and she needed someone to move in and split the rent.
Now, I just have to find a job to pay for this all. Mom and dad promised me I could have what would have gone toward housing on-campus from the money they're helping me out with for school, but that's not all that much, not really. So I'm looking for a part-time job to cover the rest.
Other than picking up all my books for fall classes, and keeping a close eye on what's happening in the NHL, that's what I've been up to this week. I am really torn about school starting up again. I want it to, and yet, I don't. I really don't know what's going on. My head is still kind of jumbled over everything that's gone on this summer, and all the things I've thought about, talked about with people...
Oh, yeah, I had a long talk with my dad the other day. About... everything. About Marco. I told him much more than he'd known, how I'd screwed everything up, what I'd done, how we'd decided to give us a second chance, what all happened with Marco's dad the thoughts I've had toward trying to make this into something more serious, toward proposing.... Just everything. It was great to get to talk to him, and see how much he's come around since I first came out. Back then, I never would have been able to talk to him like that. He offered me some really great advice like waiting until Marco at least finishes high school before trying to have those kinds of "forever" discussions -- although he did suggest I at least mention it, talk to him, not actually do anything about it though, but mostly, he was just there, and listened, and was my dad. It was a really good talk.
I'm going to go see about getting some dinner, and then, I don't know. Probably call Marco, see what he's up to. I haven't seen him in a few days, I've been so busy. I miss him.
Now, I just have to find a job to pay for this all. Mom and dad promised me I could have what would have gone toward housing on-campus from the money they're helping me out with for school, but that's not all that much, not really. So I'm looking for a part-time job to cover the rest.
Other than picking up all my books for fall classes, and keeping a close eye on what's happening in the NHL, that's what I've been up to this week. I am really torn about school starting up again. I want it to, and yet, I don't. I really don't know what's going on. My head is still kind of jumbled over everything that's gone on this summer, and all the things I've thought about, talked about with people...
Oh, yeah, I had a long talk with my dad the other day. About... everything. About Marco. I told him much more than he'd known, how I'd screwed everything up, what I'd done, how we'd decided to give us a second chance, what all happened with Marco's dad the thoughts I've had toward trying to make this into something more serious, toward proposing.... Just everything. It was great to get to talk to him, and see how much he's come around since I first came out. Back then, I never would have been able to talk to him like that. He offered me some really great advice like waiting until Marco at least finishes high school before trying to have those kinds of "forever" discussions -- although he did suggest I at least mention it, talk to him, not actually do anything about it though, but mostly, he was just there, and listened, and was my dad. It was a really good talk.
I'm going to go see about getting some dinner, and then, I don't know. Probably call Marco, see what he's up to. I haven't seen him in a few days, I've been so busy. I miss him.