I wish I could believe
Do you ever have a time where you just don't believe in anything
anymore. Yep. Thats me these days. They always say bad things happen to
good people. I am a true believe in that statment latly. I don't see
why I should believe in anything. There is nothing I should be pleased
with latly. I have no energy left to believe in the good. Its sad
really. To be so unhappy.
I used to be so strong.
Now I have to fake a smile each day and pretend like I atcually believe I made the right choice leaving Vermont. I miss the little things so much. My neices and the way they used to run at me whenever they saw me. My kitty, Buster, and the way he used to talk to me. We communicate! Its really cool. I miss my dog and the way he knows whenever you are upset. He always comes to you and wines and puts his head in your lap when he knows your upset about something. Maggie is my baby...and shes not going to be around much longer. Maggie always sleeps with me when I am home. I miss her more then anything else! Shes the best cat in the world. She knows exactly how to make me feel better and shes always willing to give you a kiss.
Well I have to go to my appointment at the health center.
PEACE OUT FOR NOW
-Bella
I used to be so strong.
Now I have to fake a smile each day and pretend like I atcually believe I made the right choice leaving Vermont. I miss the little things so much. My neices and the way they used to run at me whenever they saw me. My kitty, Buster, and the way he used to talk to me. We communicate! Its really cool. I miss my dog and the way he knows whenever you are upset. He always comes to you and wines and puts his head in your lap when he knows your upset about something. Maggie is my baby...and shes not going to be around much longer. Maggie always sleeps with me when I am home. I miss her more then anything else! Shes the best cat in the world. She knows exactly how to make me feel better and shes always willing to give you a kiss.
Well I have to go to my appointment at the health center.
PEACE OUT FOR NOW
-Bella