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ok. i don't fucking get this. for the past week or so, i've been unable to get to sleep. no matter how many lights i somehow turn off or cover up, its too bright. no matter what position i get in to sleep, it's uncomfortable. i dont get it cause for the past couple months ive had no trouble whatsoever. shut up, i know this is prolly not that odd for most of you wholl read this, but for me, the only times i stay awake are when i force myself to. idk. maybe it has something to do with the fact that tomorrow.... scratch that, TODAY is the day that Missie and me have been going out for three months and im getting insecure because no previous relationship I've had has gone on this long with out turning to utter shite, yet things between Missie and me are as good as, if not better than, they've ever been. Jesus. three months. time sure flies. its hard to believe that that's how long its been.
so yeah. talked to my psychiatrist the other day. apparently, i have a learning disability that mainly affects math and i have depression and anxiety issues. basic treatment, according to Dr. K, is medication and therapy. thats where all you people come in. if, after i start, i seem different in a BAD way, tell me, cause i'd rather be depressed and anxious anyday than lose the friends i have now. as pathetic as that sounds, its true. thats really the only favor i want from anybody. so yeah.
so yeah. talked to my psychiatrist the other day. apparently, i have a learning disability that mainly affects math and i have depression and anxiety issues. basic treatment, according to Dr. K, is medication and therapy. thats where all you people come in. if, after i start, i seem different in a BAD way, tell me, cause i'd rather be depressed and anxious anyday than lose the friends i have now. as pathetic as that sounds, its true. thats really the only favor i want from anybody. so yeah.