Aug 16, 2004 09:57
yesterday was a luvly day. 85 degrees, a little breeze, and not a cloud in the sky. so i went to the beach. it was beautiful. there were barely any waves and as always, the water stretched on forever into the horizon. but even though there were quite a few people there (nobody i knew of course), i was lonely. i sat there on my beach towel wishing that my son was splashing about at the edge of the sand and the man of my dreams was sitting beside me, boiling in the sun as i was. i would run my fingers through his ruffled blonde hair and he would sigh and look at me as if he would die if i weren't there. eventually i got up and left. went to some souvenir shops to waste some time and didn't find anything worth spending the money that i don't have on. on the way home i stopped by my dad's produce stand and got some taters. and then i went to a chinese buffet and pigged out on fried rice and spring rolls. i freaking love spring rolls and sweet and sour sauce. if i was ever convicted of a crime and sentenced to death, that would be my last meal request. and then i came home to plop in front of this glowing box. yay.
"All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow"