another case of depressive happiness

[hobbes5422]

i just viewed some pics of someone I went to elementary school, high school, and college with. she is so happy. her little boy just had surgery and he is doing fine. her little girl is so cute and sweet. the background shots of her house look beautiful. i can just hear her laughing 24/7 because that's what she always wanted - someone who would make her a mom and make her laugh.

i think she found it. and i am so happy for her.

so why does it make me want to cry at the same time?