hello
basically, i feel like updating.
i don't really understand any of my emotions.. i usually feel good but it's all so up in the air right now and i think i'm pretty much insane, but generally i'm happy so its okay. someday i'll write about my thought process, which i've just been told is far from normal and conventional..
my life is.. fun. right now. taking a break from the intense psychoactives until i can deal with it.. but that still leaves me with many other things. my parents got me to admit to all the drugs i've done. and the problem is, previously i had told them that i would promise not to do: heroin, crack, or meth.. and i told them what i had done and it was every conventional drug except those three.. which bothered them, like "well if you've done everything else.. what next?" at least they don't care.
julia and i decided our future. we will make a rave night club in the cutz of paris and have it be this huge night spot and then after we can get a massive boat and be pirates, of sorts.. and sail around and drink rum and fuckin.. swashbuckle or whatever the hell pirates do.
my room seriously smells like pussy. and anyone in my house can easily smell it. sketch.
so basically, i'm in this amazing relationship right now, and it's so good. and i'm so happy with it. and pretty much that's my life right now. because she's also my best friend & it's so secure.
i don't really understand any of my emotions.. i usually feel good but it's all so up in the air right now and i think i'm pretty much insane, but generally i'm happy so its okay. someday i'll write about my thought process, which i've just been told is far from normal and conventional..
my life is.. fun. right now. taking a break from the intense psychoactives until i can deal with it.. but that still leaves me with many other things. my parents got me to admit to all the drugs i've done. and the problem is, previously i had told them that i would promise not to do: heroin, crack, or meth.. and i told them what i had done and it was every conventional drug except those three.. which bothered them, like "well if you've done everything else.. what next?" at least they don't care.
julia and i decided our future. we will make a rave night club in the cutz of paris and have it be this huge night spot and then after we can get a massive boat and be pirates, of sorts.. and sail around and drink rum and fuckin.. swashbuckle or whatever the hell pirates do.
my room seriously smells like pussy. and anyone in my house can easily smell it. sketch.
so basically, i'm in this amazing relationship right now, and it's so good. and i'm so happy with it. and pretty much that's my life right now. because she's also my best friend & it's so secure.