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I have nothing else to do right now so I figured I'd update.
I took a trip with my family & Ben to Pismo beach.. about 4 hours south of here. We had our own hotel room, and therefore took advantage of that. The first night we had quite the adventure with some mushrooms.. It was peaking and I was able to handle it really well.. and so I decided that I was in the mood to fuck up my thought process more so I started smoking some weed on the deck. Ben was sitting there talking to me, and suddenly I realized that I had no idea where I was, and the old woman smoking a cigarette on the balcony across the pool started melting into a flow of skin cells and I was walking through this flowing .. layer of some fucked up other dimension.
Everything that I know that keeps my mind in check did not exist anymore. Time, communication, and my relationship with Julia made no sense to me, and when I tried to think of those things to keep myself mellow, I got even more lost. Ben who can deal with tripping better than me (this was my first really intense time) was pacing the room, kindof flipping out, and I got very cold and started shaking and convulsing in bed for about two hours. We found our way down to the pool and went into the indoor jacuzzi. I left there to go into the bathroom and when I got in there, the walls started talking to me so I left. We tried to get back to our room, but we got lost. Finally we found our way back and I started to come down a little so I drew some fucking crazy pictures and stared at the melting eyeballs and enlarged molecules inside of my eyelids. I woke up the next morning feeling very washed.
We got back a week ago.. and in that time my family has been here and so I wasn't able to do a lot. But finally they're leaving.
Yesterday was thizztastical. Best day of my life, ever. My parents were out in Sonoma so Julia came over.. God damn if I add up all the intensity from all the times I've thizzed and multiply it by 5, that is the intensity of yesterday. It was only for about 3 or 4 hours, but showers on e are the best thing ever. Now, showers seem so boring and dull.. Plus, I didn't even know it was possible to have a full-body orgasm. How fucking intense.. Today I feel like shit but it was well worth it.
anywayzz.. I don't even know what day it is and I've been calling people trying to reschedule plans because I double booked, only to find out that the two plans are on completely different days. I am so out of it and I feel like part of my brain is dead. But that's okay. I love how I don't mind breaks coming to an end because Tamiscal is so fucking easy that I can't complain about it. I see people more and have more fun during school.. Jess, Monica, Ben, Joel, & Me. All sitting in the park all day. And hopefully soon Julia also.. I got bored and I dyed my hair black.
I took a trip with my family & Ben to Pismo beach.. about 4 hours south of here. We had our own hotel room, and therefore took advantage of that. The first night we had quite the adventure with some mushrooms.. It was peaking and I was able to handle it really well.. and so I decided that I was in the mood to fuck up my thought process more so I started smoking some weed on the deck. Ben was sitting there talking to me, and suddenly I realized that I had no idea where I was, and the old woman smoking a cigarette on the balcony across the pool started melting into a flow of skin cells and I was walking through this flowing .. layer of some fucked up other dimension.
Everything that I know that keeps my mind in check did not exist anymore. Time, communication, and my relationship with Julia made no sense to me, and when I tried to think of those things to keep myself mellow, I got even more lost. Ben who can deal with tripping better than me (this was my first really intense time) was pacing the room, kindof flipping out, and I got very cold and started shaking and convulsing in bed for about two hours. We found our way down to the pool and went into the indoor jacuzzi. I left there to go into the bathroom and when I got in there, the walls started talking to me so I left. We tried to get back to our room, but we got lost. Finally we found our way back and I started to come down a little so I drew some fucking crazy pictures and stared at the melting eyeballs and enlarged molecules inside of my eyelids. I woke up the next morning feeling very washed.
We got back a week ago.. and in that time my family has been here and so I wasn't able to do a lot. But finally they're leaving.
Yesterday was thizztastical. Best day of my life, ever. My parents were out in Sonoma so Julia came over.. God damn if I add up all the intensity from all the times I've thizzed and multiply it by 5, that is the intensity of yesterday. It was only for about 3 or 4 hours, but showers on e are the best thing ever. Now, showers seem so boring and dull.. Plus, I didn't even know it was possible to have a full-body orgasm. How fucking intense.. Today I feel like shit but it was well worth it.
anywayzz.. I don't even know what day it is and I've been calling people trying to reschedule plans because I double booked, only to find out that the two plans are on completely different days. I am so out of it and I feel like part of my brain is dead. But that's okay. I love how I don't mind breaks coming to an end because Tamiscal is so fucking easy that I can't complain about it. I see people more and have more fun during school.. Jess, Monica, Ben, Joel, & Me. All sitting in the park all day. And hopefully soon Julia also.. I got bored and I dyed my hair black.