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I was gonna write a post about my DnD campaign today, because my players have started making things interesting but I'm not going to now.
i got in touch with the guy who is going to do my bankruptcy, he's gonna cost me $1500. I've gotta find a way to keep my car, cause he says the court is likely to seize it. I've already been warned that the court generally sees around things like transferring it out of your name. On the books the car is free and clear, title in my name, but that's the problem.. I am actually paying on a loan that I used to buy the car, but the car was not part of the collateral. i've been on the phone with the IRS for an hour and a half trying to get transcripts of my last 2 years returns. every time I call I either get hung up on or my call gets dropped by my phone company. i've got a pinched disk in my lower back and it's been hurting for days in a dull pervasive pain that if i move wrong or sit in the same way to long becomes a sharp move-very-quickly-in-uncontrolled-spasm kinda pain. I live off $328 a month, that's for food, booze, gas... anything at all other than my bills, and it's gonna end up being less than that, i know it. i don't know what I'm doing and i don't know how to deal with anything, and if one more smarmy rich fuck asks me to do something stupid lie "go catch that truck before it pulls out of the parking lot" I may just crack. I almost broke down a few minutes ago, but then I had to answer the door and compose myself so I've got some semblance of control.
Sometimes I wish i'd let myself die rather than have that fucking surgery. And there are still people who think we don't need nationalized health care. many of them members of my family.
i got in touch with the guy who is going to do my bankruptcy, he's gonna cost me $1500. I've gotta find a way to keep my car, cause he says the court is likely to seize it. I've already been warned that the court generally sees around things like transferring it out of your name. On the books the car is free and clear, title in my name, but that's the problem.. I am actually paying on a loan that I used to buy the car, but the car was not part of the collateral. i've been on the phone with the IRS for an hour and a half trying to get transcripts of my last 2 years returns. every time I call I either get hung up on or my call gets dropped by my phone company. i've got a pinched disk in my lower back and it's been hurting for days in a dull pervasive pain that if i move wrong or sit in the same way to long becomes a sharp move-very-quickly-in-uncontrolled-spasm kinda pain. I live off $328 a month, that's for food, booze, gas... anything at all other than my bills, and it's gonna end up being less than that, i know it. i don't know what I'm doing and i don't know how to deal with anything, and if one more smarmy rich fuck asks me to do something stupid lie "go catch that truck before it pulls out of the parking lot" I may just crack. I almost broke down a few minutes ago, but then I had to answer the door and compose myself so I've got some semblance of control.
Sometimes I wish i'd let myself die rather than have that fucking surgery. And there are still people who think we don't need nationalized health care. many of them members of my family.