It feels somehow fundamentally wrong not to have time to sleep. Like it should be against the law or something. Then again, of course, I'm only doing this to myself. Nobody's *forcing* me to keep on applying for jobs while doing a full-time internship. I could just ignore all those application deadlines and start job hunting again only after the ( Read more... )

desperate measures: I've covered my windows with sheets of white paper. Let's hope it'll help to keep the temperature in my room a couple degrees under the 37 degrees Celsius (98.6 degrees Fahrenheit) expected for this weekend... because I have such a lot of work to do, and I'm not sure I can work if my room gets that hot ( Read more... )

Should I be worried if my left ear - the inside of it - feels as if, I dunno, as if ants or other small creepy-crawlies were crawling in it? It doesn't feel like that non-stop, but it occurs several times a day, and sometimes for hours at a time. It does not bother me much - in fact, it's even a vaguely pleasant sensation, sometimes (and no, I am * ( Read more... )

JOB APPLICATIONS ( Read more... )

Behold, my next four months ( Read more... )

Zhaan # 1 - October 2002 ( Read more... )

busy.

Having a To Do list that is four (4) pages long.

I'm still around, but finding it difficult to find the time and peace of mind to update this journal. I will continue it when I don't feel like a thousand things that need to be done are tearing me every which way anymore ( Read more... )

is what I'm severely lacking at the moment. Time to update this thing. Time to write e-mails. Time to phone old friends. Time to work on my websites. Time to read books for uni. Time to read other books. Time to write ( Read more... )