find a man who is capable of breaking you heart...but never ever would.
i am taking 6 classes.... i am doing Bplus or better in 4 of them somehow... but i def have to bust my ass to keep it that way the next mother trucking 2.5 weeks....:( the other 2 are not so hot. i know i can slide by...but i really really gotta work hard at it..... in the one class its a lab so our final is a week earlier so i only have 1.5 weeks in that class.
honestly sliding by isnt good enough for me... thats not me... u all probably know this. but i have slowly began to accept it because what can i expect with so many classes and work and gym and etc.
alright here we go.. i need to get this all done this weekend :)
Monday November 19th:
*Stats exam number 3...
*Psychopathology paper 10 page paper due
*LIB 314 paper due
*Anthro Quiz
*Psy Quiz
anyways... on a positive note
i go home in less than a week. I plan on leaving tuesday night after i get out of work... which means i'll get home really freakin late but thats ok because i'd rather do that than wake up really early wed morning and try to make it to my apt. this way :) i know i'd be going to bed late anyways and i can sleep in.
im so excited to see my puppy, the girls from gymnastics, the ppl from the gym, & my friends :)
ok so honestly im just really in need to have a week where im not overwhelmed.
....i've been putting more faith in you and our relationship everyday. we are growing.....its daring but its so very good for both of us. i try to not be too cautious and trust and im very VERY proud of how well i have been taking it. Its really hard. my mind thinks and analyzes and you have only once left room for it to do that. im not second guessing anything about you anything you say or anything i feel. With time if you take the time i'll be able to just let go of it all and be completely trusting and open.
i also fear being inadequate as far as relationships ( friendships ), school, family, gymnastics and etc....or maybe i am mistaking this with just having to high of expectations for myself and being to hard on myself. either way... haha. its there. i just know my potential and how good i could be doing in all aspects of my life.
my shoulder is really bad but i have learned to ignore it and not talk about it because that for real is way to much complaining lol everyone knows it hurts why voice it and remind everyone. i figured out that it isnt just in the spot it is it goes to the back of my shoulder and under my deltoid to the front hurts too because i compensate for the part thats hurt. way to go heather. oh doctors u scare me.
on this note :
You can hold me in your arms forever.... :) and it still wouldnt be long enough
honestly sliding by isnt good enough for me... thats not me... u all probably know this. but i have slowly began to accept it because what can i expect with so many classes and work and gym and etc.
alright here we go.. i need to get this all done this weekend :)
Monday November 19th:
*Stats exam number 3...
*Psychopathology paper 10 page paper due
*LIB 314 paper due
*Anthro Quiz
*Psy Quiz
anyways... on a positive note
i go home in less than a week. I plan on leaving tuesday night after i get out of work... which means i'll get home really freakin late but thats ok because i'd rather do that than wake up really early wed morning and try to make it to my apt. this way :) i know i'd be going to bed late anyways and i can sleep in.
im so excited to see my puppy, the girls from gymnastics, the ppl from the gym, & my friends :)
ok so honestly im just really in need to have a week where im not overwhelmed.
....i've been putting more faith in you and our relationship everyday. we are growing.....its daring but its so very good for both of us. i try to not be too cautious and trust and im very VERY proud of how well i have been taking it. Its really hard. my mind thinks and analyzes and you have only once left room for it to do that. im not second guessing anything about you anything you say or anything i feel. With time if you take the time i'll be able to just let go of it all and be completely trusting and open.
i also fear being inadequate as far as relationships ( friendships ), school, family, gymnastics and etc....or maybe i am mistaking this with just having to high of expectations for myself and being to hard on myself. either way... haha. its there. i just know my potential and how good i could be doing in all aspects of my life.
my shoulder is really bad but i have learned to ignore it and not talk about it because that for real is way to much complaining lol everyone knows it hurts why voice it and remind everyone. i figured out that it isnt just in the spot it is it goes to the back of my shoulder and under my deltoid to the front hurts too because i compensate for the part thats hurt. way to go heather. oh doctors u scare me.
on this note :
You can hold me in your arms forever.... :) and it still wouldnt be long enough