oh shit

[hmalone06]

shit shit. what do i want? why am i so anit-relationship anti-boyfriend. he's perfect and its right there but i think its just all to much and his "hey hun" and needing to touch and hold me 24/7 are pretty much driving me away!  idn i know he's like signing the lease etc and moving out there but i want to stay NO STOP I DONT WANT YOU THERE. and i

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[ginnerz06]

first of all, BREATH!!!!!! ok and then secondly I kindof know how you feel (scott was really attached within the first week of our relationship and will probably always be a little more clingy and there were a couple times I hinted we should take a break and he gave me even less space to think). i think if you just tell him you need your space, he should give it to you so you can figure out whatever it is you need to figure out. and I know you'll feel bad if you decide after he's signed the lease that maybe things won't work out, but if you don't know that for sure then you have to wait. rushing a decision like that is worse than rushing a relationship. I agree, your dad's a crazy person for suggesting you guys move in together, but I think since your schedule is so demanding you will definitely get time away from him if that's what you want. and I have got to tell you, you seem a bagillion times happier with jake. hopefully some of this made sense and I wish you lots of luck with this relationship :)

ps looks like we're gonna have to have the weekly dinners on the weekends lol