brrr...it's cold
It's been a while...I was gonna stop doing this whole live journal thing but I guess some of my friends would like to hear how I'm doing. This has probably been the worst summer of my life. I'm happy to say that summer is over. Most of my friends have gone back to school and I'm stuck here working. But I do plan on going back to Northern next semester so that should be exciting.
I can't really afford to do anything so I mostly sleep and work. I got a flat tire the other day, it was kinda special. I started crying, here I am sitting in the parking lot across from my work b/c I just got off and I'm just sitting by my flat tire crying b/c I didn't know how to change it, plus all the stress of the month didn't help either. But it's ok, it's all fixed and it only cost me $12. Now my mom says that I need new tires anyway so that'll be like $100, just what I need.
So my granny died, it happened last month only a few days before my mom's birthday so that sucked. The night it happened my mom had called me right away at about 11:30 at night. After we got done talking I just sat in my bed and cried all night, then in the morning I had to drive to Newberry with Ed, I didn't say anything to him the whole way. The funeral was nice, I was releaved that she was cremated b/c that meant it wasn't open coffin, which I can't deal with. The thing that hurt the most was seeing my papa crying, it hurt me to think that he lost the love of his life, they were married for 50 years. Death sucks. I was expecting her death for months and yet when it came it hit me harder then I'd expected. It makes me sad b/c I know our family will never be the same.
On a happier note, Ed moved out. Yes! aaaahhh! I was probably the MOST excited person EVER when I found out. Then my mom completely ruined it by saying I'd actually have to start pitching in some money and by saying that she still 'loved' Ed, but he is just a fucking alcoholic. So she said if he ever gets his act together he will be moving back. But for now I'm enjoying the sweet smell of no ED.
Well unfortanutly since I'm so poor these days I won't be doing much traveling to marquette, I need to work to save money for school. The only time I'm taking off will be at the end of october for my sister's birthday she'll be turning 21 so I have to be there for that!! :) WEll i guess that's it for now. peace out.
I can't really afford to do anything so I mostly sleep and work. I got a flat tire the other day, it was kinda special. I started crying, here I am sitting in the parking lot across from my work b/c I just got off and I'm just sitting by my flat tire crying b/c I didn't know how to change it, plus all the stress of the month didn't help either. But it's ok, it's all fixed and it only cost me $12. Now my mom says that I need new tires anyway so that'll be like $100, just what I need.
So my granny died, it happened last month only a few days before my mom's birthday so that sucked. The night it happened my mom had called me right away at about 11:30 at night. After we got done talking I just sat in my bed and cried all night, then in the morning I had to drive to Newberry with Ed, I didn't say anything to him the whole way. The funeral was nice, I was releaved that she was cremated b/c that meant it wasn't open coffin, which I can't deal with. The thing that hurt the most was seeing my papa crying, it hurt me to think that he lost the love of his life, they were married for 50 years. Death sucks. I was expecting her death for months and yet when it came it hit me harder then I'd expected. It makes me sad b/c I know our family will never be the same.
On a happier note, Ed moved out. Yes! aaaahhh! I was probably the MOST excited person EVER when I found out. Then my mom completely ruined it by saying I'd actually have to start pitching in some money and by saying that she still 'loved' Ed, but he is just a fucking alcoholic. So she said if he ever gets his act together he will be moving back. But for now I'm enjoying the sweet smell of no ED.
Well unfortanutly since I'm so poor these days I won't be doing much traveling to marquette, I need to work to save money for school. The only time I'm taking off will be at the end of october for my sister's birthday she'll be turning 21 so I have to be there for that!! :) WEll i guess that's it for now. peace out.