ha!
So this past week has been fun. Still having troubles with my past situation, still not sure what to do, huge confusion. Last saturday night I went to a halloween party. I dressed up as an angel, ha! I got really wasted, I had about 5 shots of tequilla, yum. I did two keg stands, my first time. I had about a 12 pack of corona to myself. So I don't remember some parts of the night, but my friends tell me I was pretty hilarious. I made out with some random guy, well not really random because we've met before, but I hardly remember doing that so yea. I also kissed dusty again...oops. I guess I was about to pass out on the basement stairs but people kept coming to get me and telling me not to pass out because it was only 11pm, we started drinking at 6. Well right after I got down the stairs april told this guy who dressed up as god to watch me. Well when april came downstairs from the bathroom I was doing a keg stand and god was holding me up. It was kinda funny b/c april was my mom for the night, usually it's the other way around. I don't know why these past few weeks I've kinda been being a bad girl. But I don't really care, b/c I'm living my life. I've actually been happy for the first time in a long time. I still hate living at home but that will be changing soon so.
I went to visit my sister on sunday, stayed there until tuesday. I was going to stay there until wednesday but I figured she wanted to go out to the bars and get wasted for her birthday. I wouldn't be able to go with her to the bars b/c I'm not 21 :(, so I left early and she went out and got wasted. Good for her, she deserved to have fun on her 21st. I went to the movies and watched saw III while I was there, Such a good movie.
My dad called me about a week ago, it was wierd and random. We talked for about an hour on the phone. He said he missed me and that he is getting better. Well I'm sick of his crap, I probably sound mean saying this but if you knew everything that he has done to me you would understand. So a few days ago I called him and told him that I didn't care anymore. I told him never to call me again and that I hated him. I said that without even crying or feeling bad. I didn't even give him a chance to say anything back I just said what I've been wanting to say for years and hung up the phone. He's not even a father to me...he was mainly just a sperm donor to my mom.
I guess that's it for now, can't think of much more to say.
I went to visit my sister on sunday, stayed there until tuesday. I was going to stay there until wednesday but I figured she wanted to go out to the bars and get wasted for her birthday. I wouldn't be able to go with her to the bars b/c I'm not 21 :(, so I left early and she went out and got wasted. Good for her, she deserved to have fun on her 21st. I went to the movies and watched saw III while I was there, Such a good movie.
My dad called me about a week ago, it was wierd and random. We talked for about an hour on the phone. He said he missed me and that he is getting better. Well I'm sick of his crap, I probably sound mean saying this but if you knew everything that he has done to me you would understand. So a few days ago I called him and told him that I didn't care anymore. I told him never to call me again and that I hated him. I said that without even crying or feeling bad. I didn't even give him a chance to say anything back I just said what I've been wanting to say for years and hung up the phone. He's not even a father to me...he was mainly just a sperm donor to my mom.
I guess that's it for now, can't think of much more to say.