I grow more and more unsatisfied every day
I cannot write anymore. It makes me feel a little more every day that I am losing that part of myself I spent so long looking for and indulging in become further and further a distant memeory of what could have been. I was reading Alex Grey's Transfiguratuons today. And this one quote has been cutting through my thoughts like knives.
" a dangerous age from fifteen to twenty one, where you'll either kill yourself, self yourself out, or actually find something worth doing with your life."
I think I am going to kill myself. I have nothing worth selling out, and the motivation to better myself has diminished.
" a dangerous age from fifteen to twenty one, where you'll either kill yourself, self yourself out, or actually find something worth doing with your life."
I think I am going to kill myself. I have nothing worth selling out, and the motivation to better myself has diminished.