All alone at home, with too much time on my hands.
I am sitting around with nothing to do, and too much time on my hands. All my bills are payed my tank is full, my laundry is done my room is clean, just finished "The Last Jihad:by Joel C. Rosenberg" and finished The Art of War by Sun Tzu, and just got bored playing video games.
I can't believe how nonexistant of a life I have. And to top things off I don't like doing anything, so I'm destined to be bored as hell. What ever happened to the days of cruising around....ohh thats right terror oil!
Its a sad sad day when your bank is full, and you have absolutely no options for entertaiment.
*goes to www.killtheheart.com and makes the biggest fuckin emo playlist*
Eh, might as well pretend I still have some human emotions. It amazes me how cold I have gotten lately. My interaction with people is more defensive now, I literally expect nothing from them, so when they fail like I know they will, we all always do, I cannot be dissapointed.
Atleast I got a promotion. Thats always good right? Well, as soon as I do I get to go to the managers meetings, which is great. But now I learn how much of a fucking One life to live soap opera my work really is. He is bangin her, hes cheating on his wife, with her, and then anothers cheating on her husband with someone else, and shes wanting the other girls boyfriend, and offering to boink him instead of her own boyfriend. I am seriously amazed, what the fuck is in the water in that place.
My job is too easy. Even when I asked for more shit to do, I get more easy shit. Atleast it's a change I suppose.
I am trying to think about what I want, from life, from love, and from everyone. All I want is a working AC, and a brand new clutch, (1230.00) I want someone with a brain, who I can hold a decent coversation with. Someone with coordinations, and control over her emotions. Someone warm that I can spend my cold nights with. Someone who has a good job, and actually shows up and performs it well. Ohh, and she has to <3 Weezer too. And superficially, I would perfer her to have black hair.
Maybe I should just do what every other guy seems to do, find a girl that has a life and just follow her. Become even more shady and ignore all the shit that I really value. Get married, have a huge midlife crisis, bang a 18 year old girl, and get a divorce lose my house and my kids and become an alcoholic. Isn't that what guys do now adays?
brb clipping my finger nails, them shits are long.
I've decided I am going to buy a small pet soon, I am aiming for a bird, since I love them so much. I need something to give my love and affection to. Something that doesn't have a hard life, and is easily amused and always content. Just thinking about it makes me happy. :)
I'm excited, my roommates and I are moving into a house, and we have a washer and dryer, so I no longer have to pay 2 dollars a load of laundry! Which is freakin awesome.
I wish I had someone to go to iHop with and just BS about random crap right now. I am sooooooooooooo bored.
I shall part ways with some Postal Service.
I was waiting for a cross-town train in the London underground when it struck me
That I've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie
So I changed my plans and rented a camera and a van and then I called you
"I need you to pretend that we are in love again" and you agreed to
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I greased the lens and framed the shot using a friend as my stand-in
The script it called for rain but it was clear that day so we faked it
The marker snapped and I yelled "quiet on the set" and then called "action!"
And I kissed you in a style that Clark Gable would have admired (I thought it classic)
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?
I can't believe how nonexistant of a life I have. And to top things off I don't like doing anything, so I'm destined to be bored as hell. What ever happened to the days of cruising around....ohh thats right terror oil!
Its a sad sad day when your bank is full, and you have absolutely no options for entertaiment.
*goes to www.killtheheart.com and makes the biggest fuckin emo playlist*
Eh, might as well pretend I still have some human emotions. It amazes me how cold I have gotten lately. My interaction with people is more defensive now, I literally expect nothing from them, so when they fail like I know they will, we all always do, I cannot be dissapointed.
Atleast I got a promotion. Thats always good right? Well, as soon as I do I get to go to the managers meetings, which is great. But now I learn how much of a fucking One life to live soap opera my work really is. He is bangin her, hes cheating on his wife, with her, and then anothers cheating on her husband with someone else, and shes wanting the other girls boyfriend, and offering to boink him instead of her own boyfriend. I am seriously amazed, what the fuck is in the water in that place.
My job is too easy. Even when I asked for more shit to do, I get more easy shit. Atleast it's a change I suppose.
I am trying to think about what I want, from life, from love, and from everyone. All I want is a working AC, and a brand new clutch, (1230.00) I want someone with a brain, who I can hold a decent coversation with. Someone with coordinations, and control over her emotions. Someone warm that I can spend my cold nights with. Someone who has a good job, and actually shows up and performs it well. Ohh, and she has to <3 Weezer too. And superficially, I would perfer her to have black hair.
Maybe I should just do what every other guy seems to do, find a girl that has a life and just follow her. Become even more shady and ignore all the shit that I really value. Get married, have a huge midlife crisis, bang a 18 year old girl, and get a divorce lose my house and my kids and become an alcoholic. Isn't that what guys do now adays?
brb clipping my finger nails, them shits are long.
I've decided I am going to buy a small pet soon, I am aiming for a bird, since I love them so much. I need something to give my love and affection to. Something that doesn't have a hard life, and is easily amused and always content. Just thinking about it makes me happy. :)
I'm excited, my roommates and I are moving into a house, and we have a washer and dryer, so I no longer have to pay 2 dollars a load of laundry! Which is freakin awesome.
I wish I had someone to go to iHop with and just BS about random crap right now. I am sooooooooooooo bored.
I shall part ways with some Postal Service.
I was waiting for a cross-town train in the London underground when it struck me
That I've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie
So I changed my plans and rented a camera and a van and then I called you
"I need you to pretend that we are in love again" and you agreed to
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I greased the lens and framed the shot using a friend as my stand-in
The script it called for rain but it was clear that day so we faked it
The marker snapped and I yelled "quiet on the set" and then called "action!"
And I kissed you in a style that Clark Gable would have admired (I thought it classic)
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?