Jul 29, 2007 01:49
Vaguely one says to another..
I have never experienced stress like this before. Insomnia, anger, spite. you name it and right now I feel it.
I recently found out my old roommate still has my stuff, I was furious, cause he told me it got tossed. But no, he stole it then cancelled the lease. So for his protection I called the police to have them escort me there. Because I would have just kicked his door in and put a knife to his throat. After all I did for that peice of shit he repays me like this. And he had the nerve to call me up and apologise, like I want to hear anymore filth out of that snakes mouth. I am so tempted to tell the complex that he is staying with a friend of his across the way just so his ass gets tossed out on the streets. But the spiders and crickets deserve a better roommate.
I don't think there are words to describe how much I hate him. I have never hated anyone in my life. He knows I have his freedom dangling from a short string, and I want him to know that I hold the cards.
I've been so stressed lately, my head hurts constantly, my eyes are bloodshot and I just sit in AUX code at work and watch everyone slack away. I do tickets so it looks like I'm working, and when I check the labor reports I'm still highest on the chart, even though I've only really been working for 30 minutes.
----On the only good note, my new shift is nice, Monday - Friday 7am to 16:00----
I stare off into space with the complete inability to focus on anything. I day dream about all sorts of things.
It looks like I will not be sleeping tonight either.
And don't mentally correct my spelling errors. Public school is a crock of shit.