"i hope no one breaks anything this time..."
this weekend was okay. i didn't go shopping @ the galleria with the youth group. my mom said i hadda work on my Tufts essay and apps. n stuff. so blah, i didn't do it. i watched t.v. and dateline. then uhhm... jessica called me and asked if i wanted to go ice skating with her n virginia the next day so i said i wuld call her @ 10 in the a.m. n tell her. so saturday i got up earlier than i usually wuld and started cleanin the bathroom... my saturday weekly job. ech. hate it. and then when i was almost dun. i asked my mom if i culd go. and she gave me like, half a speech about... 'wut did we talk about in the car last night? don't you still have stuff to do 4 ur application?? since september!... blah blah.." and sp i was like, "ok mom, u don't hafta say yes." and then i went back up 2 finish the bathroom. and then it was like, 10:20 so i was gonna call jes and when i went to put the dead phone backl on the charger, my mom goes, "Ngozi, u can go ONLY if u finish that bathroom, do the 1 down here and get rid of that pile of clothes and junk in the corner of your room. but only if you finish it all, otherwise, forget it!" and then left the house. sooo ooookay. w/e, i called jess and told her i wuld go, but it wuld take me awhile to finish so if she n vivi just wanted 2 go, they culd cuz it wuld b like, 12 by the time i finished. but she said she jus got up n stuff and vivi might not even go, so it dn't really mater, jus ta call her when i was almost dun. so i did, n she picked me up. and then we got back 2 her house n vivi, of course, wasn't goin cuz she had HW. WUT a BUM!!! u suck virginia. see if i try n' hang out with you on the weekend again! j/k. but jess always has more HW than her and she still goes out on the weekends! plus virginia said she wanted to go shopping, tho, even tho she had alotta HW. i bet she even did. w/e tho. i said i wuldn't care if she dn't come when jess told me she prob wuldn't but then when i was at her house i sorta did, cuz like, i ever get to hang out with her or jess anymore and we barely talk. so i was glad that it wuld b jus the 3 of us again, cuz we usually end up havin like a ton of ppl like, 4 youth stuff or w/e, but sumtimes its kewl when it's just us 3. no offense to anyone else who usually hangs wit us, but jus sumtimes i like it better in a smaller group. so yeah, i was actually bummed when it turned out she wasn't gonna go. plus that she still wanted 2 go shopping and like, hello, that wuld b much more a waste of time... and more money. okay, so now i'm jus complaining. but ok, w/e. i prob won't get another chance 2 ang out with just me n her and jess 4 a long time cuz i have no money, and it cost me like, almost the whole 20 bux i had jsu 2 go ice skating take the train and eat at BK. that jus sux. i am sooooo poor. seriously, i have 48 bux left in the bank. (funny how i update ppl on my bank account all the time, right??) but i really can't afford 2 jus "go out" all the time, never mind that i am never allowed to that often these days ne wayz! but now i just feel like, not that it was a waste of money, but like, i wulda been happier if at least virginia came so that i don't hafta b anxious about the next time my parents "let me out on parole" and if i have money left by them 2 just go out and have a good time. it's rediculous that i am complaining about this stuff. it really is. it's demeaning, in a way. ok, w/e.
so okay, enuf... me n jess wnet ice skating n the stupid price went up 2 bux, and 2 bux is like, a lot 4 me, if u can't tell! lol. but yeah, i was pissed since i only had 20 bux with me and i dn't wanna go n then find out i am gonna b poorer than i thot when i get home! but we had a good time. my skates/ feet were retared becuz 1 skate was like smaller that the other and like, ym foot was like, not toughing the sole of the skate on the inside ofmy foot. (kinda hard to explain/visualize) so it was like, hard 4 me 2 skate right. i felt retarded the whole time. besides that it was majorly crowded, even when it was gettin later, the line was still enormously long. but the whole time, me n jess were seriously like, scanning 4 hot guys. it was pathetic. i thinkt hat was like the mission 4 the night. aha! seriously, tho. there was this group of like, 4 guys and we were like, following them the whole time. (well, i mean, evry1 IS goin in a circle on the ice, but u kno...) so we like wuld stop on the side until they like, caught up 2 us. and then we cld watch them from behind. we were so dumb. but they were so cute tho, like, 1 of them kept fallin and this 1 guy kept catchin him, whoever it was and like, they wuld b holdin e/o up. it was nice. ...and trust me, they were not, gay. hah. so when they got off the ice, we followed them and pretended jess needed to tighten her laces, and then like, we switched benches, went inside n then sat at this bench like, diagonal from them and then right when we sat down, thisfat girl n her friend came n' stood like, DIRECTLY in our field of view! argh! lol, me n jess were like, sayin under our breath, 'uh, no. ur not standin there. okay, move." and then when i did, they moved, and it was weird cuz i was loookin directly at 1 of the hot kids when the girl moved... eye contact!! woot woot. lol. ...it was great. that's when we realized they were leavin. awe, it was sad. so wow... this the desperate part, we were like, sayin under our breath, "nooo.. don't leaaaave...!! come back... ur haaawwwt!" ahahha. and then i was like, jess, they're turning... omg, jes, they're turning, they're turning qwik! let's go skate over there on the ice so we can c them!!!" and then retardedly, we did, n we like, rushed right out there, and then like, waited on the wall and stared them off. it was retardedly pathetic. o man. we were like, soooo Boycrazy last night! yikes! it was fun. i wish marissa was theer, i was tellin jess. cuz she so wulda like, went up 2 them with me n like, dun sumthin dumb like, asked if we culd take their picturelike we do with all ppl when we're in liek another city. how many times have we dun that this year?? like, uhm, i think 4 times??? let's c... there was baldy, the boston foreign kid, the revolution worship band @ FAF, and then at G5 the hott kid with the yankees jacket. (yes, i said yankees jacket) and then i guess, outside @ FAF when we asked the hott older blonde guy 2 take a picture of us?! that was random/ weird. aha. but that is wut me n marissa do! aha! i luv it! <3 okay, so after the hott guys left.... yes, did i mention tey wer JUST a group of guys.. no girls with them at all! how often duz that happen??? uhm, never! and then i noticed a group of guys in the middle of the rink.. but we soon realized they were accompanied by uhm, a girl /2 girls?? and were makin up sum dumb routine or sumthin?? they were not professionals, trust me, they had a stereo out on the ice on a blanket or sumthin, it was dumb, they weren't worth it. ok, so that was basically all. we continued to scan as the zamboney resurfaced the ice, but no luck. evry hot guy was with a girl.. or 2. so we left. and ate @ BK.
we had sum funny moments... like when we were on the ice, 4 sum reason, i brought up this song, idk who it's by but i forget the song... dang it! that ruins the story! but it was like, an old random song that like never comes on and when we were in BK, i was talkin n stuff and then i stopped and u no, picked up a few fries or w/eand there was like a short silence, and right then, was when me n jess both heard the song.. the exact part was the chorus we were singin b4.. an we looked @ e/o and stopped 4 like a split second and then burst out laughin. u sorta hadda b there but i was like, rollin on the floor 4 like 5 minutes cuz it was so random and like, we both looked @ e/o right as it happened and started laughin at the exact same time! o man, o man, it was sooo weird/funny. so then we went home. and jess drove me home.
today i hadda teach the little kids upstairs in church. man was it hectic! i guess they finally switched age groups and now the younger kids all move up. so i had uhm, 9 kids today?! it was insane!!! luckily i not only had chichi, like usual, helpin me out but carol, idk her last name, but i've seen her a million times. so they were helpin out and leanah and daicia's mom is gonna help next week too, so yay! but like, jared was cryin the whooole time sayin he wanted his daddy. like, he wuld have his intervals, but then he wuld jus act out. so he took his shoes off and was under the table like, evry time he started cryin and so i was down there and tryin 2 get him 2 put them back on... stupid velcro kept gettin stuck on my pantyhose and it made this huge run in then from my knee to my thigh, it was bad. i had extremely hairy legs to begin with (minus my knees 4 sum reason) and they weer brand new, 2! wow, but i managed 2 finally calm evry1 down and tell them the Bible story. BTW, did u kno that shiny stuff workx really well 4 bribing little kids?? sure glad i cut out all those stars @ 1 in the mornin!! ha-ha! so that was that, and i ended up havin 2 vacuum after they all left cuz jared like, dik, put his elbow all thru his cookies durin snack and it was ll over the floor. great, huh??
okay, well, that was awefully long, sheesh! i haven't posted in a long time, but i really have no life y shuld i?? no 1 else posts ne more so i have no idea wut the heck is going on ne more. it sux. evrything kinda sux. well, evrything can't suck, cuz come on now, that wuld B like denying God or sumthin! but w/e.
that'll b all 4 now kiddies!
Ciao 4 Now, Love, Ngozi
so okay, enuf... me n jess wnet ice skating n the stupid price went up 2 bux, and 2 bux is like, a lot 4 me, if u can't tell! lol. but yeah, i was pissed since i only had 20 bux with me and i dn't wanna go n then find out i am gonna b poorer than i thot when i get home! but we had a good time. my skates/ feet were retared becuz 1 skate was like smaller that the other and like, ym foot was like, not toughing the sole of the skate on the inside ofmy foot. (kinda hard to explain/visualize) so it was like, hard 4 me 2 skate right. i felt retarded the whole time. besides that it was majorly crowded, even when it was gettin later, the line was still enormously long. but the whole time, me n jess were seriously like, scanning 4 hot guys. it was pathetic. i thinkt hat was like the mission 4 the night. aha! seriously, tho. there was this group of like, 4 guys and we were like, following them the whole time. (well, i mean, evry1 IS goin in a circle on the ice, but u kno...) so we like wuld stop on the side until they like, caught up 2 us. and then we cld watch them from behind. we were so dumb. but they were so cute tho, like, 1 of them kept fallin and this 1 guy kept catchin him, whoever it was and like, they wuld b holdin e/o up. it was nice. ...and trust me, they were not, gay. hah. so when they got off the ice, we followed them and pretended jess needed to tighten her laces, and then like, we switched benches, went inside n then sat at this bench like, diagonal from them and then right when we sat down, thisfat girl n her friend came n' stood like, DIRECTLY in our field of view! argh! lol, me n jess were like, sayin under our breath, 'uh, no. ur not standin there. okay, move." and then when i did, they moved, and it was weird cuz i was loookin directly at 1 of the hot kids when the girl moved... eye contact!! woot woot. lol. ...it was great. that's when we realized they were leavin. awe, it was sad. so wow... this the desperate part, we were like, sayin under our breath, "nooo.. don't leaaaave...!! come back... ur haaawwwt!" ahahha. and then i was like, jess, they're turning... omg, jes, they're turning, they're turning qwik! let's go skate over there on the ice so we can c them!!!" and then retardedly, we did, n we like, rushed right out there, and then like, waited on the wall and stared them off. it was retardedly pathetic. o man. we were like, soooo Boycrazy last night! yikes! it was fun. i wish marissa was theer, i was tellin jess. cuz she so wulda like, went up 2 them with me n like, dun sumthin dumb like, asked if we culd take their picturelike we do with all ppl when we're in liek another city. how many times have we dun that this year?? like, uhm, i think 4 times??? let's c... there was baldy, the boston foreign kid, the revolution worship band @ FAF, and then at G5 the hott kid with the yankees jacket. (yes, i said yankees jacket) and then i guess, outside @ FAF when we asked the hott older blonde guy 2 take a picture of us?! that was random/ weird. aha. but that is wut me n marissa do! aha! i luv it! <3 okay, so after the hott guys left.... yes, did i mention tey wer JUST a group of guys.. no girls with them at all! how often duz that happen??? uhm, never! and then i noticed a group of guys in the middle of the rink.. but we soon realized they were accompanied by uhm, a girl /2 girls?? and were makin up sum dumb routine or sumthin?? they were not professionals, trust me, they had a stereo out on the ice on a blanket or sumthin, it was dumb, they weren't worth it. ok, so that was basically all. we continued to scan as the zamboney resurfaced the ice, but no luck. evry hot guy was with a girl.. or 2. so we left. and ate @ BK.
we had sum funny moments... like when we were on the ice, 4 sum reason, i brought up this song, idk who it's by but i forget the song... dang it! that ruins the story! but it was like, an old random song that like never comes on and when we were in BK, i was talkin n stuff and then i stopped and u no, picked up a few fries or w/eand there was like a short silence, and right then, was when me n jess both heard the song.. the exact part was the chorus we were singin b4.. an we looked @ e/o and stopped 4 like a split second and then burst out laughin. u sorta hadda b there but i was like, rollin on the floor 4 like 5 minutes cuz it was so random and like, we both looked @ e/o right as it happened and started laughin at the exact same time! o man, o man, it was sooo weird/funny. so then we went home. and jess drove me home.
today i hadda teach the little kids upstairs in church. man was it hectic! i guess they finally switched age groups and now the younger kids all move up. so i had uhm, 9 kids today?! it was insane!!! luckily i not only had chichi, like usual, helpin me out but carol, idk her last name, but i've seen her a million times. so they were helpin out and leanah and daicia's mom is gonna help next week too, so yay! but like, jared was cryin the whooole time sayin he wanted his daddy. like, he wuld have his intervals, but then he wuld jus act out. so he took his shoes off and was under the table like, evry time he started cryin and so i was down there and tryin 2 get him 2 put them back on... stupid velcro kept gettin stuck on my pantyhose and it made this huge run in then from my knee to my thigh, it was bad. i had extremely hairy legs to begin with (minus my knees 4 sum reason) and they weer brand new, 2! wow, but i managed 2 finally calm evry1 down and tell them the Bible story. BTW, did u kno that shiny stuff workx really well 4 bribing little kids?? sure glad i cut out all those stars @ 1 in the mornin!! ha-ha! so that was that, and i ended up havin 2 vacuum after they all left cuz jared like, dik, put his elbow all thru his cookies durin snack and it was ll over the floor. great, huh??
okay, well, that was awefully long, sheesh! i haven't posted in a long time, but i really have no life y shuld i?? no 1 else posts ne more so i have no idea wut the heck is going on ne more. it sux. evrything kinda sux. well, evrything can't suck, cuz come on now, that wuld B like denying God or sumthin! but w/e.
that'll b all 4 now kiddies!
Ciao 4 Now, Love, Ngozi