What Has Always Been There, Part Four

[hizashikage]

title: What Has Always Been There
author: nihongofrancais
genre: RPS, NEWS
pairing: Koyama/YamaPi
rating: overall PG-13
words: just under 39,000 words
disclaimer: the boys believe they own themselves; really Johnny owns 'em all. *snicker*
summary: Often, we find we don't realize what we have until it's gone. YamaPi struggles to cope in the aftermath of the

Comments

[lastingdreams8]

God-it's almost over...no!! *cries*
I really like the way you ended this chapter-ambiguous but sort of fluffy:P
It's been a lovely read;)
I hope you don't mind me spamming out some of my fav. lines:
All I've done on Kurosagi is cosplay and eat lots of ice cream.
LMAO-THAT IS SO TRUE!!

I like, "Absence makes the heart look like
the other hearts," better.
Wow-for some reason, that is so beautiful! It's a very unique take on it, and it's AMAZING:D
Thank's for making Koyama sound smart, tehhe ^-^

Him helping you through your quarter-life crisis.
For some reason, I totally get what Jin is talking about. It's not your 'mid-life' so it's your 'quarter-life' lol, even if the numbers don't add up:P I liked this line :P

The two of them were something straight out of a Kitagawa Eriko romance drama. Now all that was needed was some meaningful ballad penned by Oda Kazumasa with KAT-TUN singing it and everything would be set.
LMAO-Hey, I happen to like those:P I'm sure you're aware, but Kazumasa-san also sang the song for Yamapi's drama:P

"You are the eleventh person who hasn't been Koyama," YamaPi moaned, falling back into his futon with a small yawn….."You know what? I'm going to hang up on you now because you're the eleventh person who has not been Koyama. Goodbye-"
This whole conversation is GOLD:D And it's cute, 'cause you mention how girly Yamapi can be sometimes, and I just love the way you write Ryo.
Oh, and I forgot to mention last chapter, but I really like how you gave Koyama an 'inner-Ryo.' I'm gonna start calling anyone meaning having 'inner-ryo's' THAT'S GENIUS:D
Ya know-somehow-lip syncing in these shows seems more common and expected, or is it just me? People in the States are like 'OMG it wasn't them singing,' but we're just used to it in for Japanese TV...:P
Thanks for enduring this rant-I LOVE YOUR WRITING:D

[ginzarhapsody]

LMAO-Hey, I happen to like those:P I'm sure you're aware, but Kazumasa-san also sang the song for Yamapi's drama:P

I like those two too, which is why I made fun of it. XDD And of course I know Kazumasa sang for YamaPi's drama! :D It's like my favorite song of Kazumasa's, "Masshiro".

Ya know-somehow-lip syncing in these shows seems more common and expected, or is it just me?

It is! And also a lot more accepted. :) Music Station performances are known for at least partly being live though.

And thank you for all your lovely fuzzies! :) I'm glad you enjoyed certain scenes and lines.