Well, this is it.
I will see everyone when I get back, I hope.

Goodbye

Tears of joy...
Thank you every one who came over today...
I have never been so content with everything...

..."I could be so much more than this...I said my goodbyes, this is my sundown, I'm going to be so much more than this."

I just turned 21 and IM BORED, but I can drink legally so fuck it! lol
I shouldn't be drunk every minute of the day? Where were you when I need someone to talk to..oh yea, you dont pick up...forgot about that...hmmm.

Last night to see me unless I somehow see anyone on wednesday!

I don't know why these stupid feelings keep coming back but it is making me mad.

I got 2 days left at home besides tonight and my birthday.
I know Key West is going to fly by and then off to the yellow footprints!

its 4am
i just got home
thank you very much andies for that awesome party
sucked at first cuz ryan was a douchebag but ended well

I leave for Key West next Thursday for some Memorial Day weekend fishing and drinking. Since I am leaving Monday, not this one but the next week. I am gonna go do the Duval Crawl lol.

My days go by really really fast now...super fast.
BAM! plans got DENIED, FFS shoot me im bored.
You can't kill this smile, bitches.

call me sometime

I am nervous all the time now, for one reason or another I hate feeling like this...makes my stomach knot up and want to throw up.

I am not forcing people to hang out with me, I hope.
I just figured since I am leaving that if they want to spend time with me then they might spend time with me, guess I am not as important as I feel lol.

too afraid to care

i dont know what to think,
i just threw up, for no reason...
i dont know how i pushed u that far,
i dont know how u got over it that fast,
you should just teach me how...