same same same same same
I am disgusted with my life. Ok- not disgusted - more like bored. Everything day in and day out is the same. There is so variety or excitement to our relationship or our lives. We eat the same foods, go to the same bar on the same nights of the week. i go to the same classes at the same times. i walk the same track the same number of laps. i get the same amount on my unemployment check on the same day every week and cash it at the same time at my same bank. At night, we watch the same shows in the same order on nick at nite.
We don't ever go anywhere new or different. There is no excitement. Actually, there was excitement yesterday when I found some bleach/cleaning spray at dollar general that you spray in your bathtub and it dissolves itself instead of you having to wipe it up. See, I'm pathetic.
I'm really not COMPLAINING. At least things aren't bad - or tragic.
I'm just incredibly bored which is leading me to be depressed.
I was ok with it all because I thought I was going somewhere for spring break. But then when that fell through i realized i'm going to keep having sameness all the time.
I dunno what the cure is- hell, I'd probably excitement enough for me just to go to a new restaurant - or even to huntsville. I never thought I'd be excited about Huntsville.
I need some spice in my life. The newest episode of Dave Chappelle just isn't doing it for me anymore.
Actually I'm glad that this is my biggest problem. i've had much worse things going on in my life and like I said - at least it's only boredom. I just wanted to bitch a minute and feel bad for myself.
I'm still totally bummed about not going somewhere for spring break though...blah
We don't ever go anywhere new or different. There is no excitement. Actually, there was excitement yesterday when I found some bleach/cleaning spray at dollar general that you spray in your bathtub and it dissolves itself instead of you having to wipe it up. See, I'm pathetic.
I'm really not COMPLAINING. At least things aren't bad - or tragic.
I'm just incredibly bored which is leading me to be depressed.
I was ok with it all because I thought I was going somewhere for spring break. But then when that fell through i realized i'm going to keep having sameness all the time.
I dunno what the cure is- hell, I'd probably excitement enough for me just to go to a new restaurant - or even to huntsville. I never thought I'd be excited about Huntsville.
I need some spice in my life. The newest episode of Dave Chappelle just isn't doing it for me anymore.
Actually I'm glad that this is my biggest problem. i've had much worse things going on in my life and like I said - at least it's only boredom. I just wanted to bitch a minute and feel bad for myself.
I'm still totally bummed about not going somewhere for spring break though...blah