i see other couple together being happy and i actually get jealous becuz i kno i used to have that with someone.. and they know wwhat they've got.. i wish i could experience that again.. especially with the person i didnt get much of a chance with. ...im so lonely :(
i had a dream that i got back with stephy jo last night and when i woke up i realized it was all a dream and the true nightmare was for real and that im living it... i wanted to die.