Expendable

Nov 24, 2011 06:40


Everyone asking what are you thankful for? My answer is Not a thing!

Cause nirvanna should have followed through with her death promise. Only one person would be any different!

Its not even a certain difference.
I wish i wasnt breathing. I feel torchered. Every day sounds give me false hope of things happening around me. Breaking down at work while overwhelmed by people's possible thoughts, and the flirty statements i take with horrid scared reactions.

Michelle! Wtf? Why did you not finish strangling me?
Nirvanna why didn't you finish drownding me in the hypothurmic water?
Why can't i get past all these horrible people..?

Bullies, and ex lovers. The fact i'm nobody important. The question why i'm not expent. I dont think myself that durable.

Does anyone care?

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