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Hello,
Thought i'd blog because i just found out that my appointment tomorrow at school is at four thirty in the afternoon and not in the early morning. so i dont have to sleep right now. anyway my heart is beating too fast to go to sleep.
We went to the beach today. with the intention of just sitting around and talking. but in the end we the activity-addicted ended up playing beach games and swimming (with no spare change). a lot of fun as usual.
I dont want school to start. this summer has been so awesome it really shouldnt end so quick. i will have to switch back to study mode and book my sofa seat on level four of the library. one last week. i have to psyche myself up for it and get out of my play mode. im the on-a-roll girl. i need to be on a roll to get things done. if im playing i just play. now that im in play mode i am getting things done at snails speed. it took me forever but i just bought my freezer and signed up for the wsq food course. i still need to settle all the suppliers all over sgggg. im not complaining. i am psyching myself up. on-a-roll.
My boss for spaesprit has forgotten about me. im not sure if im glad or sad. while i was very excited about the exposure and experience, im worried it'll break my on-the-rollness for school. i really need to do well this year. i dont know what's more important. um. nevermind, i think i am being lame and worrying about nothing. i think it's because im getting sleepy and blogging about rubbish again. i think, i talk to myself a lot. thank god for blogs.
All I know is everything is not as it's sold
But the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives though I'm not old
And the more I see the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And,
Thought i'd blog because i just found out that my appointment tomorrow at school is at four thirty in the afternoon and not in the early morning. so i dont have to sleep right now. anyway my heart is beating too fast to go to sleep.
We went to the beach today. with the intention of just sitting around and talking. but in the end we the activity-addicted ended up playing beach games and swimming (with no spare change). a lot of fun as usual.
I dont want school to start. this summer has been so awesome it really shouldnt end so quick. i will have to switch back to study mode and book my sofa seat on level four of the library. one last week. i have to psyche myself up for it and get out of my play mode. im the on-a-roll girl. i need to be on a roll to get things done. if im playing i just play. now that im in play mode i am getting things done at snails speed. it took me forever but i just bought my freezer and signed up for the wsq food course. i still need to settle all the suppliers all over sgggg. im not complaining. i am psyching myself up. on-a-roll.
My boss for spaesprit has forgotten about me. im not sure if im glad or sad. while i was very excited about the exposure and experience, im worried it'll break my on-the-rollness for school. i really need to do well this year. i dont know what's more important. um. nevermind, i think i am being lame and worrying about nothing. i think it's because im getting sleepy and blogging about rubbish again. i think, i talk to myself a lot. thank god for blogs.
All I know is everything is not as it's sold
But the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives though I'm not old
And the more I see the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And,