A hole where my heart should be.
It's over. Matt and I. How can you love someone who is so wrong for you, and has hurt you so much? Well you can, and I do. I love him with every fiber in my being, but he's no good for me. And it hurts, so when he calls tonight, if he calls tonight, it's over. How do you tell someone that? He'll go belistic, call me a slut, and tell me to go fuck all my ex-boyfriends. But, it'll hurt him deeply, and I will be ultimately getting over him, all summer, crying and drinking my pain away, atleast I have Maggie. God, I havenm't cried this much in months....