Ahhh, what you do when you're bored

May 18, 2005 12:02

Ok, so moving from The Big Apple, back the bumble fuck Connecticut, is one thing. But hanging out at Taco Bell for 3 hours is another. I'm just kidding it was fun, it just seemed so amusing today when my parents asked me where I went last night , and I said Taco Bell. The looks on their faces was: priceless... OOh OOH, I think I have a new master card commercial! Ok, so I had fun, I hung out with cool people, that I have fun with. I just felt a little awkwaard, and like the third wheel. But it's ok, I got a free burrito....
So, Matt wants me to come up and go to Coney Island with him. SHIT! I've never been to COney Island, and I've always wanted to go. Besides, I don' t think I can wait till the end of June to see him. (never mind about waiting till then to have sex again) hahaha, But yeah, I mean I guess I like that there are no guys around here, 'cause I really want to stay faithful to Matt, even though we're not actually together, except that I know he's not interested in other women. I just need to answer that one question that is puzzeling me, and in the end, will decide my future: "Is Matt good for me?" I don't know, I love him, he loves me, he treats me amazingly, except when he's throwing shit at me and telling me to kill myself. How much will we take to have someone who loves us? Can you tel I've been watching WAY too much Sex and the City... but hey, the videos go back today, so I gotta go watch another 3-4 episodes. LATA
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