phew
SO I gave my two weeks notice to Mondana (my boss) today, she took it well, and still paid for my latest doc appointment (i had bronchitus)
anyway... going to Dan's tonight for BSG,Heroes, and studio 60, and will spend the night... maybe I'll get to sleep tonight... Haven't been sleeping well the past couple of nights.
Anyway, Dan suggested something I think is a really good idea. Write a letter to my uncle and then burn it. Say everything i didn't get a chance to say and then let it go... Something i need to do, and i unfortunately can't go to the funeral which has really been upsetting me... especially if my mom can't go with my dad... that will be bad.... anyway... so sometime this week I'm goign to take my letter (i wrote it but i dont know if it's good enough....) go to the beach and burn it... i'll have Dan with me... anywho.... I'm not used to this whole mourning thing... the only other family member i knew at all that died was my grandmother 7 years ago.. but she was 92ish and had cancer and couldn't see... everyone saw it coming... this we didn't see coming... Tommy was 65.... anyway... it's affecting me quite a bit... I wasn't real close with him but I did talk to him every other month or so if not more... and anyway... *sigh*
well guess it's back to work...
anyway... going to Dan's tonight for BSG,Heroes, and studio 60, and will spend the night... maybe I'll get to sleep tonight... Haven't been sleeping well the past couple of nights.
Anyway, Dan suggested something I think is a really good idea. Write a letter to my uncle and then burn it. Say everything i didn't get a chance to say and then let it go... Something i need to do, and i unfortunately can't go to the funeral which has really been upsetting me... especially if my mom can't go with my dad... that will be bad.... anyway... so sometime this week I'm goign to take my letter (i wrote it but i dont know if it's good enough....) go to the beach and burn it... i'll have Dan with me... anywho.... I'm not used to this whole mourning thing... the only other family member i knew at all that died was my grandmother 7 years ago.. but she was 92ish and had cancer and couldn't see... everyone saw it coming... this we didn't see coming... Tommy was 65.... anyway... it's affecting me quite a bit... I wasn't real close with him but I did talk to him every other month or so if not more... and anyway... *sigh*
well guess it's back to work...