Hello all!
Today was an OK day, except for the weather. It sucks. Other than that, I did some serious stuff! Well, OK, I went to class, met up with this girl named Casey who is REALLY enthusiastic about learning Russian. She's going to pay me! I really feel guilty, because I'm gettin $5 an hour to teach Russian. But I am greedy, materialistic, and good at spending money. So it all fits. I am so nervous about it too, because I don't know "all the rules" by heart, and it's hard to teach it. I never went over stuff officially after 4th grade. I hope she doesn't consider me inadequate or greedy or stupid... Ah, the fear of rejection. But anyway, I am super-super nervous, especially about fitting it all into my schedule. Because apart from that, I have Performance Dance Group (naturally, me being the volunteer-y type person) and I am in three dances. One is a latin dance and I have like no clue what I'm doing. The other is a hip-hop/tango dance that is cool cause I know the tango... the hip-hop stuff I'll learn. Then there's the bunny-hop interpretation that looks really childish but FUN so I'll do it. And I'm so excited about the costumes for this!!! Anyway, then there's SOULS. It sounds really stupid, but I want to run for co-chair person or treasurer or something official. It will be really awesome. Then I do stuff in theater. I'm so naive... I hope and wish and pray for a part in a play, but I just really suck so I never get it. I do like to randomly come in and help, though. Tomorrow I will end up doing just that. I will have to do all my homework for Friday tonight, so that I can just study for my test in Biology of Women tomorrow. Then, what else... oh! I'm in Cirlcle K! I wish I could do some event like RIGHT NOW!!! but I can't. Then I have to look for and apply to scholarships. Which I have little time for, because Ashley asked me to help her with Spanish. I like to help people, but I am a really stupid individual for doing it for free! I should become an official tutor so that I can get paid. I like that stuff called money. So anyway, then I have to get straigt A's or else, plus I have to call my mom and be in good spirits and stuff. Well, I have to call my grandparents and the boys as well. (Haha! I refer to Stan, Nick, and Art as "the boys"! well, what else should I call them?) Plus, a girl's gotta sleep! Hello, beauty sleep? And I shoud keep my room clean. I should also go to mixers and social events such as Squirells on the Run, which is a run/walk thing for PEG which is unfortunately during my morning classes so I can never make it. I should try to be with my friends too, because they are awesome and they support me and stuff. AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I hope I can achieve all this, because then I am and AWESOME person and I get a laptop, praise from my mom, and possibly a raise in allowance. So yeah. Wow, I am a busy person... I am a super-freaky-screwed-up busy person! Anyway... what else... I am going to Green Bay for Thanksgiving and I'm going to be missing classes on Monday and Tuesday, which sucks but I really need to go because I need to see my grandparents and hopefully dog. Ah, for it to be the end of the semester... So this post is really stressed out and stuff, but I guess that's stress management right there! (I'm taking stress management) I should tell them about my technique of ranting online, because people can read or not read, and at that point you really don't care because you got it out of your system and that's what counts. That's why journals are good, but LiveJournals are AWESOME!!! I should go now, I think I'll go to Facebook and say hi to people. I hope to update tomorrow too. I also am kinda sad that Mikaela is taking a break from LJ. But that's OK. Oh, one more thing: I have to get an A in piano, so I will practice and practice and practice... hopefully. Now I should really go...
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