"...This feelin's comin' over me.."
Is it possible to see inside ones self and extract every single part of you that you hate- then realize that you've taken everything out of you except for your eyes. Thats what I feel I have done to my self lately.. I listen to everyones shit they say about me and how much of a bad person I am- I absorb it then implode, leaving only my self to pick up the piece from before because I know now that I cant trust anyone or talk to anyone. I dont feel safe in my own skin anymore. I guess I really never have and thats why Im an emotional timebomb.. never saying what I feel I should say for the risk is so great to hurt others feelings. Kept my tongue quiet for so long and now its about to fly. I just wish people could keep secrets and that they opened their eyes to the way they treat each other because at some point in time, you will lose something you need.