save the drama for yo mama!
so where shall we begin. this weekend was basically all together lame and sober. It had some ups and downs...mostly downs. but what can ya do?
so lets start with friday. It was pretty phat I guess. Me, Leah, Jen, Shane, John, George, Rich, Josh , etc etc.... all went to Canadia...didnt drink much cause i had to drive, popped a darvy, so I was good...umm got pissed at the carful of drunks who kept fucking arguing. Nothing like being fucking sober and having to take care of a bunch of drunk fucks. I hate that shit. But as long as they had fun, that's all that matters. OH and i saw fucking kyle klenner, whom i havent seen in a long ass time who always tries to pick me up everytime i do see him...haha good times. AND i saw curtis fucking cooper! i love that kid! hes so awesome. But im gonna agree with leah and say that canada would have been better if nicholas, rimmy, and norrus would have gone.
moving on, Saturday was definetly sober too. booooo!!! so i went to nick and connors to go to the fair, but we didnt go cause connor takes longer to get ready than a bitch, so we didnt go. So i was thinking that it was gonna be a lame drunken night in. but then, Norrus holla'd at me and told me to come by this party at marks and so me nick and connor rolled up. of course, it was an alright party, but it was kinda lame for me cause i wasnt dd AGAIN!! i am so done with that shit. so then like an hour in, norrus leaves to go get his ma, nick starts macking (suprise suprise) and connor is just chilling. and all of a sudden, Mark and some other kid come out in their underwear squirting each other with a water bottle and the party turned into a big drunken orgy!!! it got way out of hand. everyone trying to take each others clothes off and running around all nakey. so i took off and hid outside, waited for norrus to come back...and when he did, some bitch smacker her head and had to go to the hospital. so then we left, ate coney, and spent the night at their house.
sunday, had to be up for a work meeting, then had to work forever.only got like an hour of sleep before. and then after work of course the game was on so had to go watch at jens. and of course it turned into a party. and of course there was more fucking drama. im so fucking sick of shit man. i just want to leave and never come back. i am so sick of getting fucked over and i know its my fault. i can never seem to do shit right. i always fuck it all up in the end. inevitably i will be alone. i had the longest fucking talk with sexton and he of all people completely opened my eyes. i dont know how he did it. but i am glad that he did. thank you so much for that.... i really think i just need some time alone. like total solitude. no one would mind that much if i was gone im sure, so im going to look into that. i cant stand to be around here. too many bad memories......
note to self: stop selling yourself short, be strong, you are better than that
pshhhh...who am i kidding?
goodbye