now it seems that i have found...nothing at all....
whoa....so it's so cold outside. I guess i didnt get the memo that it is winter? oh well. so i was supposed to work at 4 today but then Tommy called me and told me not to come in until 8? why i dont know. but im not complaining. I am so hungry i am going to die. I need to eat. But my ma decided not to feed me today :( she hates me.
yea i think i need "coffee talk" in a major way. I just need to talk to someone. I have a lot of shit that I just need to say. I dont even care who i say it to. Whoever will listen. So Leah, holla atcha' boy and we need to go.
well i need to go to work like in an hour and a half.....no good. I need a cigerette. I just think i am going to not go to work and see how that works out. Maybe ill get fired, maybe not. But i dont feel like going anymore, so i dont think i will.
so ill leave you with a little ditty by the black crowes....
she never mentions the word addiction
in certain company
yea she'll tell you shes an orphan
after you meet her family
she paints her eyes as black as night now
pulls those shades down tight
yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes
the pain's gonna make everything alright
she says she talks to angels
they call her out by her name
she talks to angels
says they call her out by her name
she keeps a lock of hair in her pocket
she wears a cross around her neck
yes, the hair is from a little boy
and the cross is someone she has not met, not yet
she don't know no lover,
none that I ever seen
yes, to her that ain't nothing
but to me, yeah me,
it's everything
yea i hate when people post whole songs in their journal but i like this one so eat me :)