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its crazy how the people you hate the most are the ones youre closest to. maybe youre supposed to hate your family, maybe thats why theyre there. to be hated. maybe so, because it teaches you how to deal with other people, especially as a baby. and people who have a weird family dont have the greatest people skills. like me. i dont have good people skills. im either too bossy or im a loner. i have to be the center of attention or left alone. i want things my way and i know what i want. i just dont know how to get it.
i want to get out. on my own. i need to... i dont know. sometimes i feel like i have the same problem as kyle. like ive got an old soul in a young body. im ready to get out now, but this goddamn legal system measures maturity in years, and i dont measure up yet.
i want to get out. on my own. i need to... i dont know. sometimes i feel like i have the same problem as kyle. like ive got an old soul in a young body. im ready to get out now, but this goddamn legal system measures maturity in years, and i dont measure up yet.