tornado of emotions...
good morning all...probably everyone is asleep at this hour, except for me, but that's okay...
this weekend has been totally awesome!!
friday:took my senior pictures finally. i think they will turn out decent enough. i get prints in two weeks, so i'll let you guys know when i get them! had lunch with josh and my dad at pizza hut. quality times with the two main men in my life right now. then it was off to erin's to spend quality time with one of the many main women in my life right now. we're were in such a CRAZY mood, it felt like ol' times. MUY FUN!!!then josh called,and erin got tired from laughing so much, and then josh picked me up and went back to my house to watch kung fu hustle!!it wasn't nearly as good as kung pow, but it was still decent. it's always nice to laugh with someone you care about. today was josh's last day at giant. he said everyone wished him luck and gave him a balloon. giant is not going to the same without him.....*tear*
saturday:got a call from giant at 9 in the morning. they wanted me to come in at 11. icky....but i succumbed to the insistent begging of my new boss laura (she's my new fave person at giant!). so i worked 11-5 instead of 3-7.30, which actually worked out better for me because i went to dinner with josh and him mom that night. she lives like a hour away, but it was such a pretty drive. except for the part when josh's car overheated!i could tell he was very upset! i felt so bad. this was supposed to be a happy happening, but it turned into such a hassle. when we got to josh's mom's house, he called AAA, and they got a tow truck out there by 10.30 at night!!but, on the brighter side, i picked flowers and veggies with josh's mom (reminded me so much of my own mom, it was creepy), i watched a girl with a pearl earring (which i have been wanting to see for awhile), and i had a totally masterful meal cooked by his mom. it was all very nice!!then, we rode in josh's mom's hybrid car all the way back down to columbia, with the tow truck following us. one of the longest nights of my life.
sunday:LINDA GOT BACK FROM TEXAS!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!i was so excited when i saw her, i made a high pitched sream when i saw her! she hasn't changed a bit.oh, i love her so much!i wanted to hug her forever!!i had to be at church by 8 in the morning for silly skit practice, and then band practice at 9.30, and then we performed for light company at 10.30 and performed for cpr at 11.30. it was the most involved sunday morning of my life!!the only problem was my brother was unexpectedly visiting this sunday. he had come down for a wedding this weekend, but he had to leave by 12.30 on sunday. so i only saw him for 5 mintues...*tear*. but there wasn't much i could do, i made a committment, so i had to keep with it. he sould have told me earlier and i would've gladly made time to see him. oh well....that night i went out to a japenese restuarant where they cook the food in front of you with josh's entire immediate family in the tri-city area. it was loads of fun. they were like a cross between my wisconsin relatives and my new jersey ones. and me, josh, and josh's friend robby had a lot of laughs at the table. i don't think i've ever been that comfortable in front of people i've never met before in my life....maybe it's a sign...oh, well...it was totally worth the anxiety beforehand!!
schedule for work:
tuesday (16th)- 2.30-9.30
saturday (20th)- 5-10.30
oh yeah, i almost forgot. I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST!!! i was so angry at myself. i couldn't do the turn-about. i got stuck and then i ran out of time. i felt embarassed,angry,sad,frustrated,all those icky feelings that i hate to feel. i defiantley cried for like 2 hours afterward. but then i called josh and he suggested we watch meet the fockers, which cheered me up a lot!!
so i called josh last night (last night meaning monday night) and he said he wouldn't be back in town untill wednesday night!!urgh....it seems like an eternity waiting for him to come back. i know he needs to spend quality time with his friend robby and his dad, but i'm just so used to seeing him everyday! i'm going to miss that so much! i'm not going to have the opportunity to just call him up whenever i feel like it to hang out with him. oh jeez, i'm tearing up...see what happens when you fall head over heels for someone...i just can't believe he's going to be leaving this saturday and i'm never ever going to see him again. i mean, don't get me wrong, i knew this was going to happen sooner or later, but still, i can't help but cry....that's what i do best...
okay...i need to calm down and sleep......
this weekend has been totally awesome!!
friday:took my senior pictures finally. i think they will turn out decent enough. i get prints in two weeks, so i'll let you guys know when i get them! had lunch with josh and my dad at pizza hut. quality times with the two main men in my life right now. then it was off to erin's to spend quality time with one of the many main women in my life right now. we're were in such a CRAZY mood, it felt like ol' times. MUY FUN!!!then josh called,and erin got tired from laughing so much, and then josh picked me up and went back to my house to watch kung fu hustle!!it wasn't nearly as good as kung pow, but it was still decent. it's always nice to laugh with someone you care about. today was josh's last day at giant. he said everyone wished him luck and gave him a balloon. giant is not going to the same without him.....*tear*
saturday:got a call from giant at 9 in the morning. they wanted me to come in at 11. icky....but i succumbed to the insistent begging of my new boss laura (she's my new fave person at giant!). so i worked 11-5 instead of 3-7.30, which actually worked out better for me because i went to dinner with josh and him mom that night. she lives like a hour away, but it was such a pretty drive. except for the part when josh's car overheated!i could tell he was very upset! i felt so bad. this was supposed to be a happy happening, but it turned into such a hassle. when we got to josh's mom's house, he called AAA, and they got a tow truck out there by 10.30 at night!!but, on the brighter side, i picked flowers and veggies with josh's mom (reminded me so much of my own mom, it was creepy), i watched a girl with a pearl earring (which i have been wanting to see for awhile), and i had a totally masterful meal cooked by his mom. it was all very nice!!then, we rode in josh's mom's hybrid car all the way back down to columbia, with the tow truck following us. one of the longest nights of my life.
sunday:LINDA GOT BACK FROM TEXAS!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!i was so excited when i saw her, i made a high pitched sream when i saw her! she hasn't changed a bit.oh, i love her so much!i wanted to hug her forever!!i had to be at church by 8 in the morning for silly skit practice, and then band practice at 9.30, and then we performed for light company at 10.30 and performed for cpr at 11.30. it was the most involved sunday morning of my life!!the only problem was my brother was unexpectedly visiting this sunday. he had come down for a wedding this weekend, but he had to leave by 12.30 on sunday. so i only saw him for 5 mintues...*tear*. but there wasn't much i could do, i made a committment, so i had to keep with it. he sould have told me earlier and i would've gladly made time to see him. oh well....that night i went out to a japenese restuarant where they cook the food in front of you with josh's entire immediate family in the tri-city area. it was loads of fun. they were like a cross between my wisconsin relatives and my new jersey ones. and me, josh, and josh's friend robby had a lot of laughs at the table. i don't think i've ever been that comfortable in front of people i've never met before in my life....maybe it's a sign...oh, well...it was totally worth the anxiety beforehand!!
schedule for work:
tuesday (16th)- 2.30-9.30
saturday (20th)- 5-10.30
oh yeah, i almost forgot. I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST!!! i was so angry at myself. i couldn't do the turn-about. i got stuck and then i ran out of time. i felt embarassed,angry,sad,frustrated,all those icky feelings that i hate to feel. i defiantley cried for like 2 hours afterward. but then i called josh and he suggested we watch meet the fockers, which cheered me up a lot!!
so i called josh last night (last night meaning monday night) and he said he wouldn't be back in town untill wednesday night!!urgh....it seems like an eternity waiting for him to come back. i know he needs to spend quality time with his friend robby and his dad, but i'm just so used to seeing him everyday! i'm going to miss that so much! i'm not going to have the opportunity to just call him up whenever i feel like it to hang out with him. oh jeez, i'm tearing up...see what happens when you fall head over heels for someone...i just can't believe he's going to be leaving this saturday and i'm never ever going to see him again. i mean, don't get me wrong, i knew this was going to happen sooner or later, but still, i can't help but cry....that's what i do best...
okay...i need to calm down and sleep......