Jun 10, 2004 02:23
Hey,
I've spent most (if not all my creative juice for the night. I was putting a song together on Audio Master and now that I got the sound and vibe that I want, I can't write lyrics. So I decided to get online. I'll probably play Yahoo Pool after I'm through here. I practice driving today and yeasterday. My dad says I'm rushing too much and that I'm too uptight. "You need to relax," he says. It's not easy to do when someone's pointing out every mistake you make. He makes me kinda nervous while driving. Mom says that I need to drive by myself, just to see how I'd do with no one there. That's how she got better. She said she pick up on her own mistakes and began correcting them little by little in her mind. I agree with her idea, but I know my pops wouldn't go for it. I admire the man's prudence but he's gotta show a little bit more faith in me and gamble a little. I've got until July 23 before my permit expires. I'd like to get my license ASAP though. That's the key to all my plans this summer and then on. Things have to go well this summer. While last summer was good I didn't accomplish near as much as I wanted to. I'm still not in college and still unemployed. The only thing I've gained in a year is a new hobby that I'm not great and is a lot more work than I thought, but I enjoy it so what the hell. I tried to call Cosmo the other day but he was working. I'll try to catch him again this weekend. I'm glad he's keeping busy because being idle after high school is very boring and dull. I don't know thought, he might enjoy not doing something for a while. I'm beginning to ramble so I'll write again later. Who knows I might have the lyrics to my song down by then. 1Luv and Farewell.
TJ