Jun 17, 2004 00:40
well my life has made another turn and this turn lead me to titties and steak. ha ha for lunch my brother and I went to all stars and gentleman's club in San Antonio. you know even though i didn't get a steak the hamburger was pretty damn good. well anyways to continue with my day. I stopped by the place i use to live at collected the rest of my stuff that i thought was already picked up but eh oh well it happens. while i'm there I'm checking things out see a entry about me on Natalie's live journal and nearly pissed myself laughing. well to clear somethings up on my end for the past two months maybe more Natalie and I have been talking and talking was good. Until I caught something that I didn't like or at least thought was wrong on my part. I now know looking back and talking her words rang hallow through me. I knew there was something that I couldn't trust about her and I had to find out what. I hate that when you know something is up and your right. well the downward spiral began when i caught her making plans for a threesome with a couple. which this couple is in one of the crews I represented. well I should say use to. I've been wanting to drop them for sometime and this is just one of the many things that pushed it over the edge. I can tell you that I rep for five different crews. so basically she was making plans to fuck two of my friends at the same time. god you gotta love the times we live in. anyways I'm not ashamed to say what it was that made me realized that this little girl is confused and likes to confuse others in her little game. I'm glad I didn't but to much stock in it. After all like she wants me to forget it all happened. Shit like someone really forgets how one person tries to screw over another. It just doesn't happen.
Anyways besides all that crap I'm doing great my life looks good my feelings toward my life seem better to. fuck she was dragging me down crazy. well I'll be at Nuno's on the 23rd cause *23 will be playing and that's my homeboy. he's going to do so well i know he will. Well I'm gonna get back to jamming out to my down tempo mix peace.