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there was a topic here that wanted to be said for those that cared enough to read it and understand why I have been depressed the past 48 hours. But that topic and those words need not to be on here at this time. those of you that do read my journal I will let you know what has been going on I'm not ashamed to talk about it. You know me I keep it straight forward and honest with out sugar coating. no need for games with me. I will though out of respect of some of the players in that topic that should have been here remain unknown. But you guys are a clever bunch so you'll figure them out. I will tell you this what has happened has changed my view on the person and persons that are in my life right now for good or bad they will not know. I dont know I love you guys and cant be who i am without you. you are all special people to me. I just had something pop up that rocked my boat. I just need some time to think about what I want to do and what to do with that person(s) involved.