I agree on everything except the "Pi was my first je crush". And I can understand Ryo,I really can. Not because he's my favourite but because his schedule indeed wasn't ok and fair. But Yamapi...I don't think I will be able to forgive him.
un, i understand ryo, i really do. i think right now i just want to find smth to blame so that i could get over this. i feel so empty and dead and i can't function well. and it didn't really help that when i was trying to pack my things today so much news stuff from my early fandom days jumped to my face from my closets. ;______;
but i hope you will be able to forgive pi someday too. i don't blame either of them, i respect their decisions, even though they hurt. a lot. like i did with jin. things will change, once again, news will never be the same. but you forgave jin, right? you should forgive pi too. he did what jin did, he's not better, not worse than him. so don't think badly of him please? he's a human like us.
i think i just need to go to bed and maybe i can actually think tomorrow. good night, let's talk about this later okay? everything feels a bit better when you can talk about it with someone.
To be honest, there are times where I know I still haven't forgiven Jin completely. Especially now that he's debuting with someone else's song. I mean,was this really what he wanted? A debut like that? Was this really the reason he left KAT-TUN? But anyway,this is about NEWS....back to Yamapi,he was never someone I liked,so it was really easy to put the blame on him. He did exactly what Jin did,assured us that everything would be alright and that he wouldn't betray us and then BAM! he goes solo. I understand Ryo's decision,but I can't and won't accept Yamapi's. I just know I won't. Maybe it's because in KAT-TUN's case, Jin left but the other five had enough strength to go on. But NEWS...they had already lost 3 members,so I never expected Yamapi to make such a selfish move.
Yeah,let's talk more tomorrow. Unless of course you feel like not listening to me because I seriously can't sit and listen to people trying to find excuses for Pi. Goodnight *gives a big hug*
i understand that you don't like pi, and that's no reason for me not to want to talk with you. there're lots of people disliking pi. and yes, i think it is not as 'safe' for pi to leave as it was for jin. kat-tun still had lots of strength. i doubt news will have that much. especially with tegomass having so many activities. i worry a lot for koyashige. :(
ah, srsly. i'll go to bed like i said. we'll continue later. Nights~! *hugs you back* i need hugs so much right now... D:
exactly. Plus, Yamapi was supposedly the leader of NEWS...I can't imagine how hard it is for the remaining 4 to see themselves losing one member after another...at least Ryo's act was not a selfish one,in contrast with Yamapi...
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but i hope you will be able to forgive pi someday too. i don't blame either of them, i respect their decisions, even though they hurt. a lot. like i did with jin. things will change, once again, news will never be the same. but you forgave jin, right? you should forgive pi too. he did what jin did, he's not better, not worse than him. so don't think badly of him please? he's a human like us.
i think i just need to go to bed and maybe i can actually think tomorrow. good night, let's talk about this later okay? everything feels a bit better when you can talk about it with someone.
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Yeah,let's talk more tomorrow. Unless of course you feel like not listening to me because I seriously can't sit and listen to people trying to find excuses for Pi. Goodnight *gives a big hug*
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i understand that you don't like pi, and that's no reason for me not to want to talk with you. there're lots of people disliking pi. and yes, i think it is not as 'safe' for pi to leave as it was for jin. kat-tun still had lots of strength. i doubt news will have that much. especially with tegomass having so many activities. i worry a lot for koyashige. :(
ah, srsly. i'll go to bed like i said. we'll continue later. Nights~! *hugs you back* i need hugs so much right now... D:
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but yes,later :) I'll go write some fics^^
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