It's like Jin all over again...
Here I though this day would actually be good.
No school, some shopping, moving some stuff to our apartment. And then the bad news.
Had to lock myself in to the bathroom to get over the worst part of tears before I could face my parents again.
I don't really know what to say. Thinking back about this year and the last, there has been nothing good except Kisumai's debut. All the other stuff has been shit. Except maybe Ebisu's concert. But still.
Made me partly think why do we love this fandom so much, when praxtically all it gives to us is shit? Don't get me wrong, i'm not quitting this fandom. No way of that happening.
Right now I feel so empty. NEWS was my first jpop group. Pi was my first je crush. haha, I feel sort of betrayed. ;__; It's Jin all over again. Only this time it's not one, but two. :(
There went the chances of me seeing NEWS live. As six (most likely at all). But guess we'll get over this, with time? We've gotten through every shitty thing anyway.
Thank you guys, you can't even imagine how much happiness you've given me in these years i've been in this fandom. I appreciate it. Hope you will do well in the future. ♥
(And their jnet page looks really empty now. ;;______;;)
No school, some shopping, moving some stuff to our apartment. And then the bad news.
Had to lock myself in to the bathroom to get over the worst part of tears before I could face my parents again.
I don't really know what to say. Thinking back about this year and the last, there has been nothing good except Kisumai's debut. All the other stuff has been shit. Except maybe Ebisu's concert. But still.
Made me partly think why do we love this fandom so much, when praxtically all it gives to us is shit? Don't get me wrong, i'm not quitting this fandom. No way of that happening.
Right now I feel so empty. NEWS was my first jpop group. Pi was my first je crush. haha, I feel sort of betrayed. ;__; It's Jin all over again. Only this time it's not one, but two. :(
There went the chances of me seeing NEWS live. As six (most likely at all). But guess we'll get over this, with time? We've gotten through every shitty thing anyway.
Thank you guys, you can't even imagine how much happiness you've given me in these years i've been in this fandom. I appreciate it. Hope you will do well in the future. ♥
(And their jnet page looks really empty now. ;;______;;)