Halfway
It is so weird to think that I am now more than halfway through my last semester of college. I had my last midterm today. I will be getting my thesis comments back on Wednesday morning. My advisor has glanced through it and things it looks pretty good, so I should be able to turn in my final draft on Friday morning before I leave for spring break. I don't know what I'm going to do with that finished. I'm going to have a lot more free time. It's kind of nice in a way.
I still don't know what I'm going to be doing next year. I have interviews with Admissions and Teach for America. I really want Admissions, but I'm starting to have a really bad feeling about how that is going to turn out. Really frustrated about that. I think I could really get something out of Teach for America, but part of me is really afraid to teach in a tough inner city school.
I want to stay in St. Louis next year, but it's not even guaranteed if I do Teach for America that I will be here. I've planned on being here for almost the entire school year. I don't really know what I'm going to do if that doesn't follow through.
Now that I've realized how little time I have left, it's started to freak me out. Things are going to be so different next year. I forgot what this felt like four years ago.
I am excited for Thurtene. I ended up getting a good part in the Beta/Chi O show. It's going to be really funny, I think. But, I also know how fast that the next half of the semester is going to go because of it.
I just really hope that people are patient with me as this school year wraps up. I am not good with change. If I act stupid, I just don't know how to do things different. It doesn't mean I don't love you. It means I do, and I'm going to miss you. Life has been so good that I just don't want to let a good thing go...
I still don't know what I'm going to be doing next year. I have interviews with Admissions and Teach for America. I really want Admissions, but I'm starting to have a really bad feeling about how that is going to turn out. Really frustrated about that. I think I could really get something out of Teach for America, but part of me is really afraid to teach in a tough inner city school.
I want to stay in St. Louis next year, but it's not even guaranteed if I do Teach for America that I will be here. I've planned on being here for almost the entire school year. I don't really know what I'm going to do if that doesn't follow through.
Now that I've realized how little time I have left, it's started to freak me out. Things are going to be so different next year. I forgot what this felt like four years ago.
I am excited for Thurtene. I ended up getting a good part in the Beta/Chi O show. It's going to be really funny, I think. But, I also know how fast that the next half of the semester is going to go because of it.
I just really hope that people are patient with me as this school year wraps up. I am not good with change. If I act stupid, I just don't know how to do things different. It doesn't mean I don't love you. It means I do, and I'm going to miss you. Life has been so good that I just don't want to let a good thing go...