short and sweet
I got word today that my idiot boss Keith who is the one which grabbed my ass and brushed it while walking by numberious times today, told another employee that I was gonna stay the whole day. Man aside the fact I'm about ready to punch him in the face next time he touches me but the assholes pompusity thinking hes just going to command me... Who does he think I am? A bitch? HAHAHAHHAHAHA NO! People are starting to realize that I mean buisness and I'm really fucking sick of getting the short end of the stick. I am about to make some huge changes at work which may suprize them a bit more. I have shown that I can run the counter and the back room do everything a full time employee needs to do, just need more hours... no problem! I only worked 4 days this week so far and Saturday will be the 5th of this week. If I can just add in my head I would say I'm about 32-34 hours this week so far, if I work yet another 8 hour day on Saturday that would make me 40-42 hours for the week. Not bad for part time. Anyway, I have become so fucking sick of being a swell nice guy in public and look away from people giving dirty looks or trying to scare me. Pah fuckem'. Its been proven time and time again that if I'm really angry or just not in the mood for someone to stare I will look at them back and they look away. Well this fag asshole at the buffet around the corner from my house I went out to eat at with my mom, this old fag couldnt stop the gawking. Well I look his way and he thinks that I'll just look away again... no mother fucker, I'm not in the mood for your shit... With this on my side I gave him the look that I was about 5 seconds away from getting up and kicking him in the face. No doubt he looks away like a idiot. I'm not big and I'm not bad, but you piss me off, even if I die in the process I will tear some shit up. I'm sure working out isn't helping my hormone levels and what have you, but I just started another supplement which raises certain hormone levels for muscle growth, the natural way. I can tell just the one day I've taken it so far I feel the hostility. I feel loose cannon and ready to fucking kill someone. I havent felt like this for quite some time now. My mother finally noticed my size change last night when I was on the phone. She of course has to tell me when my sister is trying to tell me something, but said "Wow, your arms are getting a lot bigger!" Well, since its the main thing I'm working on right now, thats a good thing but I need to add some leg workouts as well. My running funny enough is great. I hit the bike for 25 minutes on 3/4 load at full speed. That was a real workout right there. There are a couple other supplements I should be getting soon which should complete my diet of pills. I also got a apt. on Oct 20th at 8:20am to see the psychiatrist so I can get more of my meds and I should be smoke free in a few weeks. I'm already down from 1 pack of Cloves a day to about 4 or less. I think thats a pretty good improvement. Trying to make a turn around, help myself while I'm still young. HEY LOVOS, I NEED TO STAY AT YOUR PLACE NOV 11th-15th or 16th, let me know if thats COOL y0... I'm sure you know why as well, if not call and hang up and I'll call you back on the Call-ID. 805-443-8884 Anyway I need to get to sleep, for my day off so I can get my pay check and save for my trip! Oh yeah I almost forgot. The main thing that I wanted to write about because I am so excited about its looks performance and all. I got a new car stereo deck, which not only looks good it is also a MP3 player with ESP!!! So no more of this fucking skipping shit I've had to deal with for the past 4 years. It also for some reason sends better sound and a better signal to my eQ and to the speakers. So my system just got that much louder and more bass. Its also got a built in 240w amp in the deck so I can hook up yet another 4 speakers. I just dont know where I can put them. Whatever, it takes time but I cant complain for this deck only costing me $100 at my door in 3 days. Its got the useless remote and all! Whateva, I'm just so happy about that. Anyway I'm out!
Toodles!
C.G. (Hindenburg)
just a freestyle poem since i feel like it
my day is drawing near
the day i can drink beer
the day i will be twenty one
the day that will be full of fun
havent seen my friends in about a year
that year has shed so many tears
im sick of being alone out here
little did i know im living my fears
thought things would be so great
that there is so much to appriciate
but no i saw it all so wrong
only one left out here is my mom
well my brother is also around
working me six feet into the ground
no time to work on my car
no time to see who my friends really are
well this has been very fun
dont forget im about to turn twenty one!
Toodles!
C.G. (Hindenburg)
just a freestyle poem since i feel like it
my day is drawing near
the day i can drink beer
the day i will be twenty one
the day that will be full of fun
havent seen my friends in about a year
that year has shed so many tears
im sick of being alone out here
little did i know im living my fears
thought things would be so great
that there is so much to appriciate
but no i saw it all so wrong
only one left out here is my mom
well my brother is also around
working me six feet into the ground
no time to work on my car
no time to see who my friends really are
well this has been very fun
dont forget im about to turn twenty one!