hell to pay...
man today was so funny, i was a bit pissed off finding out why my numbers look so bad. i wouldnt really care if it didnt reflect my image as a employee at ATC. two of my deals for the day i was keeping a close eye on, i found under someone elses number, someone who has a large inferiority complex. he tried to lie to me saying he wrote up the invoices. bullfuckingshit.... if you wrote them up how come the "layaway" invoice disapeared, and the "quote" for the other truck, which by the way was huge GP and certs all around. fucking bitch trying to brag about his numbers about how good his certs were for the day. whatever, there is this thing i believe in, its called karma. let it do its thing, it works in mysterious ways. aside of that, im still pumped on ephedra and working about 20 times faster than usual which is starting to scare some of the employees because they dont ever see people work for 6 hours strait with no break no stop just pure work. not only work but fast non stop. shit like that makes me feel good about myself. i've noticed that i have recently been doing better in growing. my arms seem to feel more solid without flexing, they are also much bigger than 3 months ago. although i may not have any real friends down here, i still have other things to look forward to like improving myself, my image in peoples eyes... doing whatever seems right, and starting to snap out of this bullshit kindness at work and letting people walk on me or giving me orders like "chris! go do this!" hahahahhahahah morons, there eyes almost popped out of there heads when i just gave them the "bah!" and told them to get off there lazy crying ass and do it themselves. they are slowing seeing the tables turn and that my customer satisfaction rating is through the roof. my performance in the back has been better than ever before, i am going to make shit happen. if not there are alternatives since the company has yet still to pay me anything of workers comp, gas consumption, or anything for that matter. also the fact that Keith has hit me in the ass with the clipboard, which didnt really bother me... but when he grabbed my ass the smoke started to come out of my ears. they are on the edge of me snapping and who knows, maybe you will just see me on the news. i am so sick of the people holding me back ruining my numbers and constant put downs. things i never do wrong, things they dont have the right to bitch about. today i was very much frightened with the earthquake we had. i felt kinda like i was in water or light headed and had to grab the counter to keep myself stanging. i thought to myself about 3 seconds into it... hmm why the fuck do i feel this weird, and it clicked in my head... Earthquake! the customer was shocked i was so sensitive to it. almost no one else felt it. i had no idea if it would get worse so i was just bracing myself. people just blew it off like it was nothing, i knew shit hit the fan somewhere, it cant just be like that for as long as it happened without there being something big going on. it just wouldnt fucking stop. all the lights in the showroom were swinging around with the celing fans. yea i get home and have to see if i was right yet again. even talked to zach and told him something was comming. not down south like those morons said. i told him in the area of the other quake. sure enough quake on the san andreas about say 40-100 miles inland from the old quake a few months back. wow theres a shocker, who would have known it was a M6 quake. i cant wait to hear it from the idiots at work tomorrow. its already tomorrow, its now today hahaha. anyway guys, best of luck best wishes.
Chris
Chris