Tribal Pagan Art- Love Magic of the Craft

Jul 30, 2008 16:15



Rating- G for right now, just excessive language.
Characters- Ville Valo and My Own Character, but i must give my best friend the credit to the name. It is her cat.
Disclaimer: I own no one in this story except, Idishidae (Igh-Dish-Igh-Duh[Friends Cat], Vladimir, Nadia and the teachers of the school and any one else besides members of HIM and the 69 Eyes. This plot is my own.
Warning: Idishidae is only seventeen years old, and Ville is 31, there is a deal of multiple sex partners, heterosexual and homosexual tendencies. Please forgive me if you don't like that. Just how this idea came to me.
Summery: Idishidae is seventeen years old, she has been held back in school in some classes and one of her temporary Chorus teachers is none but himself Ville Valo. Idishidae is a Wiccan,(pertains more on the fictional side of the Wicca coven) Ville is however in a coven already, one night Idishidae loses it all. Lovers, family, maybe a chunk of her mental health.

Please tell me what you think. If you have a Mibba, you pretty much may have read this.

This is just a filler, i needed an idea, and this is what i cam up with,  the next one, you'll like bunches.... i know my other fans on mibba did.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7

Chapter 8- If I Die Tomorrow

As soon as she hit the couch, she passed out.

Her mind wandered back to that night.

She remembered Linde holding her up.

She felt tears pouring out of her eyes and onto her cheeks.

She then felt cool all over her body, Linde was no longer there, only a dirt cross road.

She could remember the sounds of a voice, singing softly, it broke her heart into many more pieces. Just hearing it.

I wake up to find myself
After all these years
And where all the time has gone
Still seems so unclear
'Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
I know it's been so hard

She saw little blurs pass before her eyes. She stopped in her tracks as it rained, it didn't rain that night, but it was now, and it was pelting her skin. The rain was falling like hail, banging against her skin, burning the flesh.

She looked up and saw a girl, in a black dress, clinging to her skin, flowing blonde hair, and blue eyes that any one could see a mile away. She knew the gaze. She knew the face, she knew the hair, and the dress.
Nadia…

You should know
If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow

She was brought to her knees, the pain in her heart was too unbearable. She looked back up to see Nadia in front of her face, only, it wasn't Nadia, half of her face was smashed, there was blood still coming about, hair missing, part of her eye was exposed, her arms and hole body was now un proportional.

She gasp, as she spoke, spoke words that she would always hold deep in her heart.

brings out the worst in me
When you're not around
I miss the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud
'Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
I know it's been so hard

Then she was gone.

She let more tears fall, Nadia's face, in the dream would remain forever, never changing. She couldn't see the old Nadia anymore. Not long volume-ness hair, bright shinning blue eyes the color of the ocean and sky mixed together in a combination of love and storm.

She looked back up to see a taller figure walking toward her. Long black hair. Vladimir. She stood and ran, she couldn't take this much pain in one dream or nightmare. She stopped when he was in front of her, she ran into him and fell to the ground. She refused to look up.

She couldn't see his face, she couldn't lose the last good image of him, like she had Nadia, she just couldn't.

But again she heard the soft sounds of his voice. He was going to continue what Nadia had started.

You should know
If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow

She felt a hand on her chin, her head raised and she saw the eyes she fell in love with. Deep chocolate brown eyes. Nothing was wrong with his face, until there was a sound to the left, he turned his head and she saw not even half of his skull was left. She scrambled away and took off running in the direction from whence she came only to be stopped, by two. Two people.

One with long hair, hanging string like in the rain. She knew the hair any where, it as a golden color, but it wasn't gold anymore, it hung in a dirty brown… Her mother.

She shivered and knew that her worse fears came true. She sighed and didn't look her mother. She couldn't. Not this time.

She heard her mother's voice and shook.

I spent all my life
Looking for our innocence
I've got nothing to lose
One thing to prove
I won't make the same mistakes
Now I know
That everything will be ok
When I die tomorrow

She looked up, and saw her mother's shirt, was stained with blood with little stabs every where. She fought back the urge to scream.

She knew her father was next to her. She looked to him. His throat was slashed open, in the worst possible way she could imagine. She looked away, he didn't say anything. He didn't sing, he just took her mothers hand, and smiled.

She turned and ran to the right of her and stopped when she saw another figure at the very end of the road. He had curly hair, very curly hair, they hung in angel curls. Their head was down, but when they looked up, all she could see were deep seas of emerald glaze.

She didn't know who this was.

He walked toward her, she took steps back, she back against a tree and saw the person take off his hood. She gasped when she saw it was Ville.

She began to fall, but she felt arms around her. She remembered the embrace, every groove and the slightest bulge. She wrapped her arms around him and heard him softly sing.

If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow

She cried into his chest as he finished their funeral song. She looked up to see his eyes, they looked hurt.

She knew in her heart, it wasn't his fault her friends and parents were dead, she looked at him and hugged him closer, she felt so small, so weak.

She felt his lips moving, but when she looked up, nothing came out of his mouth.

She asked him to repeat it, he frowned then he was gone, away from her finger tips.

She suddenly felt shaking on the hearth, the ground opened up and swallowed her small frame. She didn't scream on the way down, she knew what was going to happen, she was going to crash, she looked backward to find the ground creeping closer and closer until….

She jolted awake, cold sweat pouring down her face, her heart pounding, she looked down at herself to see that all of her clothes were soaked.

She looked up and saw Linde and Ville staring at her.

"Are you okay?" Ville asked.

"I don't know…" she mumbled, she fell backward onto the couch. She shut her eyes, everything felt so real.

"What dream did you have…"

"I saw them… all of them… Nadia first, she sang to me, I saw her face, all smashed up, then Vlad, he sang to me also, then I saw half of his skull, gone." She sobbed, remembering their faces. "Then mom and dad. Mom was stabbed and she sang, dad had his throat slashed, he didn't sing, I took off running to the right, and then I ran into you," she sighed pointing to Ville. "You sang that last bit, and then you said something, I never heard it, then you frowned and disappeared. Then the earth swallowed me whole…"

"It’s a reassurance dream," Linde spoke softly.

"How the hell is that reassurance?" she almost yelled.

"To tell you that the people you love the most aren't hurting anymore."

"Then why was I in there?" Ville asked softly.

"You're of significance to her, and apparently, in this dream you were her life line. When you disappeared, she died…"

"What were they singing?" Ville asked her.

She knew the song, she knew it well, hearing it one time. The first time tonight, that song would haunt her every moment until she died.

"If I Die Tomorrow. I know the title, because it was repeated most, I don't know why or how. But it was like, they were telling me something."

She sighed and leaned against Ville. She felt the warmth around him.

"Here write down the lyrics and I'll look them up on google." Linde said handing her paper.

She sighed and took it, writing all of the lyrics she could remember, she sighed after three of the many, it was the first three and then the title.

He smiled,

"Thank you. School's almost out, and well… Ville has chorus in the morning, he canceled this after noon."

She looked up and smiled at him.

"I take it you're not mad at me anymore?"

"No, no I'm not." She sighed and felt his arms wrap around her.

She felt small, she felt like she had never felt before, she felt like she could take on anything. She sighed and smiled.

Linde noticed and looked at Ville, if he was upset three hours ago, no one could tell. He had the biggest smile on his face Linde had ever seen him have.

The bell rang and Ville and Idishidae stood and separated,

"Come on," Linde smiled and waved for them to enter the classroom.

They waited after school, almost until five. Until they were sure people were deserted, Ville took off his hat and Linde was free to be well, Linde.

She walked ahead of them to get her stuff from her locker, she opened the door and nearly screamed, there in side was a necklace, the necklace Nadia had been wearing that night.

She backed away and slide down against the lockers.

"What?" Linde asked looking in.

"Nadia's necklace is in there… it was the necklace she died in! How did it get there!" she almost screamed.

"Come on, lets just head to the house, I can't make it into work tomorrow, we all have to work on some things in the studio."

She wasn't listening, as he spoke to her about staying home, she droned him out and focused on the locker. She felt the sick feeling in her stomach, she breathed deep.

"Lets just head home." Ville sighed noticing she had not been paying attention. He helped her up and lead her back to the house, where Linde was greeted by Burton being chased by Mige.

"What is going on here!" he yelled.

"Burton threw a fucking King at me!" he yelled hurling himself at Burton, who narrowly escaped.

"Guys, get over it. We can't have you beaten up Seppo will kill us tomorrow." Ville said leading Idishidae in. She had thrown her stomachs empty contents along the way three times.

"What happened to her?" Burton asked hiding under a table.

"She's been sick all day stress." Linde said helping her to her room.

She walked up the steps and into her room and the bathroom.

She turned on the water and stepped in fully clothed.

just a filler, still, i'm sorry, chapter nine will be out later in the night.

ville valo

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