Life is so Difficult

[himenojigoku]

 tired from inspection and pt from yesterday. so many laps around the track.... and since i can't complain at practice i must do it here!^^ inspection went well too. i almost cried since i know it's the last one i have with this njrotc that i'm in. i'm currently applying to the njrotc scholarship to savannah state i got too. and today it was kinda easy since gunny wasn't at practice today:) but we were really rusty on the basics of drill. *yawns* i need to go to sleep today too because i've been staying up these past few nights.*sigh*i don't know what to do with my life except i know what i want to do in college.....
i wish i had some other thoughts but i my friends that graduated seem so busy now and the ones under me don't know how i feel yet *pouts* i guess i deal with it on my own now...
~Patrice