distraction
The new medicine makes me more level, but because I'm more level I realized how depressed I really am. I see the doctor on wednesday. Technically today at 12:30 I have a thing I need to go to. I'm just so fucking depressed. I keep trying to think of things to distract my mind with because I don't want to sleep.
I feel like very few people like me, and the harder being social it gets the less people like me. I just want to be around my friends but I suck and fail and hate it.
I feel like very few people like me, and the harder being social it gets the less people like me. I just want to be around my friends but I suck and fail and hate it.